“Then she is safe in Heaven, and there are no tears there; no broken
hearts, or weary hours of watching. We’ll try to meet her some day. You
did right to seek her out. You could not help her dying. She might have
died had she been your wife, so, I’d try to think it happened for the
best, and you’ll soon get to believing it did. That’s my experience. You
are young yet, only twenty-six, and life has much in store for you.
You’ll find some one to fill Lily’s place; some one whom we shall all
think worthy of you, and we’ll be so happy together.”
The Doctor did not reply to this but sat as if lost in painful thought,
until he heard the clock strike the hour of midnight.
“I did not think it was so late,” he exclaimed. “I must really leave you
now.”
Anna would not keep him longer, and with a kiss she sent him away,
herself holding the door a little ajar to see what effect the new carpet
would have upon him. It did not have any at first, so much was he
absorbed in thinking of _Lily_, but he noticed it at last, admiring its
pattern and having a pleasant consciousness that every thing in his room
was in keeping, from the handsome drapery which shaded the windows to
the marble hearth on which a fire was blazing. He could afford to have a
fire, and he sat enjoying it, thinking far different thoughts from Hugh
Worthington, who, in his scantily furnished room, sat, with a curl of
golden hair upon the stand beside him, and a well worn Bible in his
hand. Dr. Richards had no Bible of his own; he did not read it now—had
never read it much, but somehow his talk with Anna had carried him back
to the time when just to please his Lily he had said with her the Lord’s
Prayer, kneeling at her side with his arm around her girlish form. He
had not said it since, and he never would again, he thought. It was
sheer nonsense, asking not to be led into temptation, as if God
delighted to lead us there. It was just fit for weak women to believe,
though now that Lily was dead and gone he was glad that she had believed
it, and he felt that she was better off for having said those prayers
and acted up to what she said. “Poor Lily,” he kept repeating to
himself, while in his dreams that night there were visions of a lonely
grave in a secluded part of Greenwood, and he heard again the startling
words,
“Dead, both she and the child.”
He did not know there was a child, and he staggered in his sleep, just
as he staggered down the creaking stairs, repeating to himself,
“Lily’s child—Lily’s child! May Lily’s God forgive me!”
CHAPTER VI.
ALICE JOHNSON.
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