With a swelling heart Alice watched him as he left the house, and then
running to her own room locked the door and throwing herself upon the
bed sobbed bitterly. What did his words, “if anything happens” imply?
Did he think her mother so very sick? Was she going to die? “Oh, mother,
mother! I will not let her go!” was the cry of a heart which at first
rebelled against the threatened blow, refusing to receive it. Anon,
however, better, calmer thoughts succeeded, and though Alice could not
yet say “Thy will be done,” she was not so rebellious, and a pleading
prayer went up, “Spare, oh, spare my mother,” while hope whispered that
this terrible calamity would not happen to her.
As the day and night wore on Mrs. Johnson grew worse so rapidly that at
her request a telegram was forwarded to Mr. Liston, who had charge of
her moneyed affairs, and who came at once, for the kind old man was
deeply interested in the widow and her lovely daughter. As Mrs. Johnson
could bear it, they talked alone together until he perfectly understood
what her wishes were with regard to Alice, and how to deal with Dr.
Richards. Then promising to return again in case the worst should
happen, he took his leave, while Mrs. Johnson, now that a weight was
lifted from her mind, seemed to rally, and the physician pronounced her
better. But with that strange foreknowledge, which sometimes comes to
people whose days are nearly numbered, she felt that she would die, and
that in mercy this interval of rest and freedom from pain was granted
her, in which she might talk with Alice concerning the arrangements for
the future.
“Alice, darling,” she said, when they were alone, “come sit by me here
on the bed and listen to what I say.”
Alice obeyed, and taking her mother’s hot hand in hers she waited for
what was to come.
“Alice, darling, are you willing to be left alone for a little while? It
won’t be long, and our Father in Heaven knows best what is for our
good.”
“Oh, mother, don’t; you will not die,” and Alice sobbed convulsively.
“Last night, when I thought you were in danger, I prayed so hard to be
willing, but I couldn’t, oh, I couldn’t, and God seemed a great ways
off—seemed as if he did not hear. In all the wide world I can never find
another mother, and I shall be so desolate.”
Mrs. Johnson knew just how desolate her dying would leave her child, for
she had felt the same, and for a few moments she strove to comfort the
weeping girl, who hid her face in the pillows, by telling her of One who
will surely care for the orphan; for he has said he would, and his word
never fails.
“You have learned to trust him in prosperity, and He will be a thousand
fold nearer to you in adversity. You’ll miss me, I know, and be very
lonely without me, but you are young, and life has many charms for you,
besides God will never forget or forsake his covenant children.”
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