“_Lost_”—there was a world of meaning in that word to Hugh and though it
was but a child he lost, yet in the quiet night, when all else around
Spring Bank was locked in sleep, he often lay thinking of her and of
what he might perhaps have been had she been spared to him. He had
talked with her scarcely an hour in all, but even in that time she had
made upon him an impression which could never be effaced. He was
thinking of her now, and as he thought, visions of a sweet, young face,
shadowed with curls of golden hair, came up before his mind, and he saw
again the look of surprise and pain which shone in the soft, blue eyes
and illuminated every feature when in answer to some remark of hers he
gave vent to the half infidel principles he had learned from his uncle.
Her creed was different from his, and she explained it to him so
earnestly, that he said to her at last he did but jest to hear what she
would say, and though she seemed satisfied he felt there was a shadow
between them which was not swept away, even after he promised to read
the Bible she timidly offered him and which he had accepted wondering at
her interest in one whose _name_ she did not even know. _Hers_ was
written on the fly-leaf of the little book which he had yet hidden away
where no curious eye could find it, while carefully folded between its
leaves was a curl of golden hair. That tress and the Bible which
enclosed it had made Hugh Worthington a better man. He did not often
read the Bible, it is true, and his acquaintances were frequently
startled with opinions which had so pained the little girl on board the
St. Helena, but this was merely on the surface, for far below the rough
exterior there was a world of goodness, a mine of gems kept bright by
memories of the angel child who flitted for so brief a span across his
pathway and then was lost forever. He had tried so hard to save her—had
clasped her so fondly to his bosom when with extended arms she came to
him for aid. He could save her, he said—he could swim to the shore with
perfect ease; and so without a moment’s hesitation she had leaped with
him into the surging waves, and that was about the last he could
remember, save that he clutched frantically at the long, golden hair
streaming above the water, retaining in his grasp the lock which no one
at Spring Bank had ever seen, for this one romance of Hugh’s life was a
secret with himself. No one save his uncle had witnessed his emotions
when told that she was dead; no one else had seen his bitter tears or
heard the vehement exclamation, “You’ve tried to teach me there was no
hereafter, no Heaven for such as she, but I know better now, and I am
glad there is, for she is safe forever.”
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