Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
On the night previous to the beginning of the general attack of the
19th, I received two letters brought to me by the cook. Of course
no mail was expected to reach us in such a place and under such
circumstances, but these two letters had been miscarried and mislaid
for some time before finally reaching me. They were both from my elder
brother, one inclosing a fountain pen and the other a photograph of
my two little nieces, one four and the other three years of age. They
seemed to say “Dear Uncle” to me from the picture. Such sweet little
faces! If, however, the little babies in the photograph had had eyes
that could see, they would perhaps have cried at my changed, emaciated
features. Night and day I had been seeing nothing but unkempt soldiers
or shattered flesh and broken bones. Even the flowers that had smiled
from the grassy fields were now trodden down and crushed. In such a
battle-field, and on the night before a great fight, I was honored with
the visit of these dear nieces. How it softened my wild heart! What joy
they brought to me! I could not help kissing their dear eyes and mouths
and murmuring to myself: “You brave little ones, that have left your
dear mother’s lap to cross the broad sea and wild waves to visit me in
this place of powder-smoke and shot-rain! Your uncle will take you with
him to-morrow and let you see how he chastises the enemy of dear Japan.”
The cloud of smoke had passed away for this night and bright stars were
twinkling in the sky. I slept in the camp with my two little nieces
by my side. Nelson’s last words came forcibly to my mind, and I also
repeated over and over again the couplet that I had written and given
my father when leaving Japan, in which I had spoken of “the glory of
death in battle, loyalty for seven lives.” To leave my skull bleaching
in the wilderness and become a patriotic spirit returning to life seven
times—was this to take place on the morrow or on the day after? My time
was almost full!
There was a lance-corporal by the name of Yamamoto, who about this
time sent clippings of his nails and hair to his mother and brother,
together with a farewell letter and poem; and this letter proved to be
his last. It ran thus:—
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