Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port ArthurSakurai, Tadayoshi
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Human Bullets: A Soldier's Story of Port Arthur
Sakurai, Tadayoshi
Lüshun (China) -- History -- Siege, 1904-1905
“Twice already I have joined a forlorn hope, and still I am keeping my
head on my shoulders. I am filled with grief when I think of my dead
comrades. Out of over two hundred men who advanced before the others of
our company, there are only twenty left who are able-bodied. Fortunately
or unfortunately I am among this small number. But the life of man is
only fifty years. Unless I give up that life betimes, I may have no
proper opportunity again. Sooner or later I must die, as all must die.
So I prefer being broken to pieces as a jewel to remaining whole as
a tile. Shot or bayonet or whatever may come, I can die but once. My
comrade is shot at my right hand, my officer’s thigh and arm are blown
up into the air at my left—and I in the middle am not hurt at all, and
I pinch myself, doubting whether it is not a dream. I feel the pinching,
so I must be alive still. My time for dying has not come yet. I must
brace myself up to avenge my comrades. You proud, impudent Ruskies!
I will chastise you severely.—Thus my heart is ever impatient though
I am lacking in brilliant parts. Born a farmer’s son, I shall yet be
sung as a flower of the cherry tree, if I fight bravely and die in the
battle-field, instead of dying naturally but ignobly in a thatched hut
on a straw mat.
“Banzai, banzai, banzai to H. M. the Commander-in-chief!
“TAKETOSHI YAMAMOTO,
“Late Lance-Corporal of the Infantry of the Army.”
You notice that he used the word “late” before his title, showing
beyond any doubt his resolve to enter the death-ground with a smile.
Such a resolve was held by all at that time, and Yamamoto only gave a
clear though unsophisticated expression to the general sentiment.
[Illustration: Japanese kanji Ch. XXIV.]
THE BEGINNING OF THE GENERAL ASSAULT
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