Indeed, really, she only stood there, just stood there, evening after
evening, just for a whim's sake!
That was a little odd. I stood and pondered over it, and it perplexed
me more and more. I made up my mind to be daring; I jingled my money in
my pocket, and asked her, without further ado, to come and have a glass
of wine some place or another ... in consideration that winter had
come, ha, ha! ... it needn't take very long ... but perhaps she would
scarcely....
Ah, no, thanks; she couldn't well do that. No! she couldn't do that;
but would I be so kind as to accompany her a little way? She ... it was
rather dark to go home now, and she was rather nervous about going up
Carl Johann after it got so late.
We moved on; she walked at my right side. A strange, beautiful feeling
empowered me; the certainty of being near a young girl. I looked at her
the whole way along. The scent of her hair; the warmth that irradiated
from her body; the perfume of woman that accompanied her; the sweet
breath every time she turned her face towards me--everything penetrated
in an ungovernable way through all my senses. So far, I just caught a
glimpse of a full, rather pale, face behind the veil, and a high bosom
that curved out against her cape. The thought of all the hidden beauty
which I surmised lay sheltered under the cloak and veil bewildered me,
making me idiotically happy without any reasonable grounds. I could not
endure it any longer; I touched her with my hand, passed my fingers
over her shoulder, and smiled imbecilely.
"How queer you are," said I.
"Am I, really; in what way?"
Well, in the first place, simply, she had a habit of standing outside a
stable door, evening after evening, without any object whatever, just
for a whim's sake....
Oh, well, she might have her reason for doing so; besides, she liked
staying up late at night; it was a thing she had always had a great
fancy for. Did I care about going to bed before twelve?
I? If there was anything in the world I hated it was to go to bed
before twelve o'clock at night.
Ah, there, you see! She, too, was just the same; she took this little
tour in the evenings when she had nothing to lose by doing so. She
lived up in St. Olav's Place.
"Ylajali," I cried.
"I beg pardon?"
"I only said 'Ylajali' ... it's all right. Continue...."
She lived up in St. Olav's Place, lonely enough, together with her
mother, to whom one couldn't talk because she was so deaf. Was there
anything odd in her liking to get out for a little?
"No, not at all," I replied.
"No? well, what then?"
I could hear by her voice that she was smiling.
Hadn't she a sister?
Yes; an older sister. But, by-the-way, how did I know that? She had
gone to Hamburg.
"Lately?"
"Yes; five weeks ago." From where did I learn that she had a sister?
I didn't learn it at all; I only asked.
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