Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
As they neared the pier, he reflected strangely upon the fact that
out of the thousands of needy, immigrant girls whom he might have
befriended, this eager young being at his side was ordained by some
peculiar providence to come under his personal protection.
“How long did you say you have been in this country, Shenah
Pessah?”
“How long?” She echoed his words as though waking from a
dream. “It’s two years already. But that didn’t count life. From
now on I live.”
“And you mean to tell me that in all this time, no one has taken you
by the hand and shown you the ways of our country? The pity of it!”
“I never had nothing, nor nobody. But now--it dances under me the
whole earth! It feels in me grander than dreams!”
He drank in the pure joy out of her eyes. For the moment, the girl
beside him was the living flame of incarnate Spring.
“He feels for me,” she rejoiced, as they walked on in silence. The
tenderness of his sympathy enfolded her like some blessed warmth.
When they reached the end of the pier, they paused and watched the
moonlight playing on the water. In the shelter of a truck they felt
benignly screened from any stray glances of the loiterers near by.
How big seemed his strength as he stood silhouetted against the
blue night! For the first time Shenah Pessah noticed the splendid
straightness of his shoulders. The clean glowing youth of him drew her
like a spell.
“Ach! Only to keep always inside my heart the kindness, the
gentlemanness that shines from his face,” thought Shenah Pessah,
instinctively nestling closer.
“Poor little immigrant!” murmured John Barnes. “How lonely, how
barren your life must have been till--” In an impulse of compassion,
his arms opened and Shenah Pessah felt her soul swoon in ecstasy as he
drew her toward him.
* * * * *
It was three days since the eventful evening on the pier and Shenah
Pessah had not seen John Barnes since. He had vanished like a dream,
and yet he was not a dream. He was the only thing real in the unreal
emptiness of her unlived life. She closed her eyes and she saw again
his face with its joy-giving smile. She heard again his voice and felt
again his arms around her as he kissed her lips. Then in the midst of
her sweetest visioning a gnawing emptiness seized her and the cruel
ache of withheld love sucked dry all those beautiful feelings his
presence inspired. Sometimes there flashed across her fevered senses
the memory of his compassionate endearments: “Poor lonely little
immigrant!” And she felt his sweet words smite her flesh with their
cruel mockery.
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