Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
A veil of silence fell between them. She felt almost as if it were a
sacrilege to have spoken of that which was so deeply centered within
her.
Sam Arkin’s face became lifeless as clay. Bowed like an
old man, he dragged his leaden feet after him. The world was
dead--cold--meaningless. Bank-book, money--of what use were they
now? All his years of saving couldn’t win her. He was suffocated in
emptiness.
* * * * *
On they walked till they reached a deserted spot in the park. So spent
was he by his sorrow that he lost the sense of time or place or that
she was near.
Leaning against a tree, he stood, dumb, motionless, unutterable
bewilderment in his sunken eyes.
“I lived over the hunger for bread--but this--” He clutched at his
aching bosom. “Highest One, help me!” With his face to the ground
he sank, prostrate.
“Sam Arkin!” She bent over him tenderly. “I feel the emptiness of
words--but I got to get it out. All that you suffer I have suffered,
and must yet go on suffering. I see no end. But only--there is
a something--a hope--a help out--it lifts me on top of my hungry
body--the hunger to make from myself a person that can’t be crushed
by nothing nor nobody--the life higher!”
Slowly, he rose to his feet, drawn from his weakness by the spell of
her. “With one hand you throw me down and with the other you lift
me up to life again. Say to me only again, your words,” he pleaded,
helplessly.
“Sam Arkin! Give yourself your own strength!” She shook him
roughly. “I got no pity on you, no more than I got pity on me.”
He saw her eyes fill with light as though she were seeing something far
beyond them both. “This,” she breathed, “is only the beginning
of the hunger that will make from you a person who’ll yet ring in
America.”
THE LOST “BEAUTIFULNESS”
“Oi weh! How it shines the beautifulness!” exulted Hanneh Hayyeh
over her newly painted kitchen. She cast a glance full of worship and
adoration at the picture of her son in uniform; eyes like her own,
shining with eagerness, with joy of life, looked back at her.
“Aby will not have to shame himself to come back to his old home,”
she rejoiced, clapping her hands--hands blistered from the paintbrush
and calloused from rough toil. “Now he’ll be able to invite all the
grandest friends he made in the army.”
The smell of the paint was suffocating, but she inhaled in it huge
draughts of hidden beauty. For weeks she had dreamed of it and felt in
each tin of paint she was able to buy, in each stroke of the brush, the
ecstasy of loving service for the son she idolized.
Ever since she first began to wash the fine silks and linens for
Mrs. Preston, years ago, it had been Hanneh Hayyeh’s ambition to have
a white-painted kitchen exactly like that in the old Stuyvesant Square
mansion. Now her own kitchen was a dream come true.
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