Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
Shenah Pessah looked up at the man. “Do you mean it? You really
want to come and live here, in this place? The sky is falling to the
earth!”
“Live here?” Most decidedly he would live here. He became suddenly
enthusiastic. But it was the enthusiasm of the scientist for the
specimen of his experimentation--of the sculptor for the clay that
would take form under his touch.
“I’m coming here to live--” He was surprised at the eager
note in his voice, the sudden leaven of joy that surged through his
veins. “And I’m going to teach you to read sensible books, the kind
that will help you more than your dream book.”
Shenah Pessah drank in his words with a joy that struck back as
fear lest this man--the visible sign of her answered prayer--would
any moment be snatched up and disappear in the heavens where he
belonged. With a quick leap toward him she seized his hand in both
her own. “Oi, mister! Would you like to learn me English lessons
too? I’ll wash for you your shirts for it. If you would even only
talk to me, it would be more to me than all the books in the world.”
He instinctively recoiled at this outburst of demonstrativeness. His
eyes narrowed and his answer was deliberate. “Yes, you ought to learn
English,” he said, resuming his professional tone, but the girl was
too overwrought to notice the change in his manner.
“There it is,” he thought to himself on his way out. “The whole
gamut of the Russian Jew--the pendulum swinging from abject servility
to boldest aggressiveness.”
Shenah Pessah remained standing and smiling to herself after Mr. Barnes
left. She did not remember a thing she had said. She only felt herself
whirling in space, millions of miles beyond the earth. The god of
dreams had arrived and nothing on earth could any longer hold her down.
Then she hurried back to the basement and took up the broken piece
of mirror that stood on the shelf over the sink and gazed at her face
trying to see herself through his eyes. “Was it only pity that made
him stop to talk to me? Or can it be that he saw what’s inside me?”
Her eyes looked inward as she continued to talk to herself in the
mirror.
“God from the world!” she prayed. “I’m nothing and nobody now,
but ach! How beautiful I would become if only the light from his eyes
would fall on me!”
Covering her flushed face with her hands as if to push back the tumult
of desire that surged within her, she leaned against the wall. “Who
are you to want such a man?” she sobbed.
“But no one is too low to love God, the Highest One. There is no
high in love and there is no low in love. Then why am I too low to love
him?”
“Shenah Pessah!” called her uncle angrily. “What are you standing
there like a yok, dreaming in the air? Don’t you hear the tenants
knocking on the pipes? They are hollering for the hot water. You let
the fire go out.”
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