Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
For four evenings in succession, ever since John Barnes had come to
live in the house, Shenah Pessah arrayed herself in her new things
and waited. Was it not a miracle that he came the first time when
she did not even dream that he was on earth? So why shouldn’t the
miracle happen again? This evening, however, she was so spent with the
hopelessness of her longing that she had no energy left to put on her
adornments.
All at once she was startled out of her apathy by a quick tap on her
window-pane. “How about going to the library, to-morrow evening?”
asked John Barnes.
“Oi-i-i! Yes! Thanks--” she stammered in confusion.
“Well, to-morrow night, then, at seven. Thank you.” He hurried out
embarrassed by the grateful look that shone to him out of her eyes. The
gaze haunted him and hurt him. It was the beseeching look of a homeless
dog, begging to be noticed. “Poor little immigrant,” he thought,
“how lonely she must be!”
“So he didn’t forget,” rejoiced Shenah Pessah. “How only the
sound from his voice opens the sky in my heart! How the deadness and
emptiness in me flames up into life! Ach! The sun is again beginning
to shine!”
An hour before the appointed time, Shenah Pessah dressed herself in
all her finery for John Barnes. She swung open the door and stood in
readiness watching the little clock on the mantel-shelf. The ticking
thing seemed to throb with the unutterable hopes compressed in her
heart, all the mute years of her stifled life. Each little thud of time
sang a wild song of released joy--the joy of his coming nearer.
For the tenth time Shenah Pessah went over in her mind what she would
say to him when he’d come.
“It was so kind from you to take from your dear time--to--”
“No--that sounds not good. I’ll begin like this--Mr. Barnes! I
can’t give it out in words your kindness, to stop from your high
thoughts to--to--”
“No--no! Oi weh! God from the world! Why should it be so hard for
me to say to him what I mean? Why shouldn’t I be able to say to him
plain out--Mr. Barnes! You are an angel from the sky! You are saving me
my life to let me only give a look on you! I’m happier than a bird in
the air when I think only that such goodness like you--”
The sudden ring of the bell shattered all her carefully rehearsed
phrases and she met his greeting in a flutter of confusion.
“My! Haven’t you blossomed out since last night!” exclaimed
Mr. Barnes, startled by Shenah Pessah’s sudden display of color.
“Yes,” she flushed, raising to him her radiant face. “I’m
through for always with old women’s shawls. This is my first American
dress-up.”
“Splendid! So you want to be an American! The next step will be to
take up some work that will bring you in touch with American people.”
“Yes. You’ll help me? Yes?” Her eyes sought his with an appeal of
unquestioning reliance.
“Have you ever thought what kind of work you would like to take
up?” he asked, when they got out into the street.
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