Jewish fiction; Jews -- New York (State) -- New York -- Fiction; Lower East Side (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction; Short stories
As I neared the house we lived in, I paused terror-stricken. On the
sidewalk stood a jumbled pile of ragged house-furnishings that looked
familiar--chairs, dishes, kitchen pans. Amidst bundles of bedding and
broken furniture stood my mother. Oblivious of the curious crowd, she
lit the Sabbath candles and prayed over them.
In a flash I understood it all. Because of the loss of my wages while
I was in the hospital, we had been evicted for unpaid rent. It was
Sabbath eve. My father was in the synagogue praying and my mother,
defiant of disgrace, had gone on with the ceremony of the Sabbath.
All the romance of our race was in the light of those Sabbath
candles. Homeless, abandoned by God and man, yet in the very desolation
of the streets my mother’s faith burned--a challenge to all America.
“Mammeh!” I cried, pushing through the crowd. Bessie and Dave
darted forward. In a moment the four of us stood clinging to one
another, amid the ruins of our broken home.
* * * * *
A neighbor invited us into her house for supper. No sooner had
we sat down at the table than there was a knock at the door and a
square-figured young woman entered, asking to see my mother.
“I am from the Social Betterment Society,” she said. “I hear
you’ve been dispossessed. What’s the trouble here?”
“Oi weh! My bitter heart!” I yet see before me the anguish of my
mother’s face as she turned her head away from the charity lady.
My father’s eyes sank to the floor. I could feel him shrink in upon
himself like one condemned.
The bite of food turned to gall in my throat.
“How long have you been in America? Where were you born?” She
questioned by rote, taking out pad and pencil.
The silence of the room was terrible. The woman who had invited us for
supper slunk into the bedroom, unable to bear our shame.
“How long have you been in America?” repeated the charity lady.
Choked silence.
“Is there any one here who can speak?” She translated her question
into Yiddish.
“A black year on Gedalyeh Mindel, the liar!” my mother burst out
at last. “Why did we leave our home? We were among our own. We were
people there. But what are we here? Nobodies--nobodies! Cats and dogs
at home ain’t thrown in the street. Such things could only happen in
America--the land without a heart--the land without a God!”
“For goodness’ sakes! Is there any one here intelligent enough to
answer a straight question?” The charity lady turned with disgusted
impatience from my mother to me. “Can you tell me how long you have
been in this country? Where were you born?”
“None of your business!” I struck out blindly, not aware of what I
was saying.
“Why so bold? We are only trying to help you and you are so
resentful.”
“To the Devil with your help! I’m sick no longer. I can take care
of my mother--without your charity!”
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