Hunted Down: The Detective Stories of Charles DickensDickens, Charles
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Hunted Down: The Detective Stories of Charles Dickens
Dickens, Charles
Detective and mystery stories, English
He said this with deep feeling, and I felt reproached for the coldness of
my manner. Coldness and distrust had been engendered in me, I knew, by
my bad experiences; they were not natural to me; and I often thought how
much I had lost in life, losing trustfulness, and how little I had
gained, gaining hard caution. This state of mind being habitual to me, I
troubled myself more about this conversation than I might have troubled
myself about a greater matter. I listened to his talk at dinner, and
observed how readily other men responded to it, and with what a graceful
instinct he adapted his subjects to the knowledge and habits of those he
talked with. As, in talking with me, he had easily started the subject I
might be supposed to understand best, and to be the most interested in,
so, in talking with others, he guided himself by the same rule. The
company was of a varied character; but he was not at fault, that I could
discover, with any member of it. He knew just as much of each man’s
pursuit as made him agreeable to that man in reference to it, and just as
little as made it natural in him to seek modestly for information when
the theme was broached.
As he talked and talked—but really not too much, for the rest of us
seemed to force it upon him—I became quite angry with myself. I took his
face to pieces in my mind, like a watch, and examined it in detail. I
could not say much against any of his features separately; I could say
even less against them when they were put together. ‘Then is it not
monstrous,’ I asked myself, ‘that because a man happens to part his hair
straight up the middle of his head, I should permit myself to suspect,
and even to detest him?’
(I may stop to remark that this was no proof of my sense. An observer of
men who finds himself steadily repelled by some apparently trifling thing
in a stranger is right to give it great weight. It may be the clue to
the whole mystery. A hair or two will show where a lion is hidden. A
very little key will open a very heavy door.)
I took my part in the conversation with him after a time, and we got on
remarkably well. In the drawing-room I asked the host how long he had
known Mr. Slinkton. He answered, not many months; he had met him at the
house of a celebrated painter then present, who had known him well when
he was travelling with his nieces in Italy for their health. His plans
in life being broken by the death of one of them, he was reading with the
intention of going back to college as a matter of form, taking his
degree, and going into orders. I could not but argue with myself that
here was the true explanation of his interest in poor Meltham, and that I
had been almost brutal in my distrust on that simple head.
III.
ON the very next day but one I was sitting behind my glass partition, as
before, when he came into the outer office, as before. The moment I saw
him again without hearing him, I hated him worse than ever.
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