But the mind of this preposterous being was not on the business before
him. He dallied with irrelevant things--with the problems of youth and
love. He was beginning to be very nervous about Heritage, not as the
solitary garrison of the old Tower, but as the lover of Saskia. That
everybody should be in love with her appeared to him only proper, for he
had never met her like, and assumed that it did not exist. The desire
of the moth for the star seemed to him a reasonable thing, since
hopeless loyalty and unrequited passion were the eternal stock-in-trade
of romance. He wished he were twenty-five himself to have the chance of
indulging in such sentimentality for such a lady. But Heritage was not
like him and would never be content with a romantic folly.... He had
been in love with her for two years--a long time. He spoke about wanting
to die for her, which was a flight beyond Dickson himself. "I doubt it
will be what they call a 'grand passion,'" he reflected with reverence.
But it was hopeless; he saw quite clearly that it was hopeless.
Why, he could not have explained, for Dickson's instincts were subtler
than his intelligence. He recognised that the two belonged to different
circles of being, which nowhere intersected. That mysterious lady, whose
eyes had looked through life to the other side, was no mate for the
Poet. His faithful soul was agitated, for he had developed for Heritage
a sincere affection. It would break his heart, poor man. There was he
holding the fort alone and cheering himself with delightful fancies
about one remoter than the moon. Dickson wanted happy endings, and here
there was no hope of such. He hated to admit that life could be crooked,
but the optimist in him was now fairly dashed.
Sir Archie might be the fortunate man, for of course he would soon be in
love with her, if he were not so already. Dickson like all his class had
a profound regard for the country gentry. The business Scot does not
usually revere wealth, though he may pursue it earnestly, nor does he
specially admire rank in the common sense. But for ancient race he has
respect in his bones, though it may happen that in public he denies it,
and the laird has for him a secular association with good family.... Sir
Archie might do. He was young, good-looking, obviously gallant.... But
no! He was not quite right either. Just a trifle too light in weight,
too boyish and callow. The Princess must have youth, but it should be
mighty youth, the youth of a Napoleon or a Caesar. He reflected that the
Great Montrose, for whom he had a special veneration, might have filled
the bill. Or young Harry with his beaver up? Or Claverhouse in the
picture with the flush of temper on his cheek?
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