The power of magic in the Middle Ages created monsters, who followed
the unhappy magician everywhere. The power of Love in all ages creates
angels, who likewise follow the happy or unhappy lover everywhere, even
in his dreams. By such an angel was Paul Flemming now haunted, both
when he waked and when he slept. He walked as in a dream; and was
hardly conscious of the presence of those around him. A sweet face
looked at him from every page of every book he read; and it was the
face of Mary Ashburton! a sweet voice spake to him in every sound he
heard; and it was the voice of Mary Ashburton! Day and night succeeded
each other, with pleasant interchange of light and darkness; but to him
thepassing of time was only as a dream. When he arose in the morning,
he thought only of her, and wondered if she were yet awake; and when he
lay down at night he thought only of her, and how, like the Lady
Christabel,
"Her gentle limbs she did undress,
And lay down in her loveliness."
And the livelong day he was with her, either in reality or in
day-dreams, hardly less real; for, in each delirious vision of his
waking hours, her beauteous form passed like the form of Beatrice
through Dante's heaven; and, as he lay in the summer afternoon, and
heard at times the sound of the wind in the trees, and the sound of
Sabbath bells ascending up to heaven, holy wishes and prayers ascended
with them from his inmost soul, beseeching that he might not love in
vain! And whenever, in silence and alone, he looked into the silent,
lonely countenance of Night, he recalled the impassioned lines of
Plato;--
"Lookest thou at the stars? If I were heaven,
With all the eyes of heaven would I look down on thee!"
O how beautiful it is to love! Even thou, that sneerest at this page,
and laughest in cold indifference or scorn if others are near thee,
thou, too, must acknowledge its truth when thou art alone; and confess,
that a foolish world is prone to laugh in public, at what in private it
reverences, as one of the highest impulses of our nature,--namely,
Love!
One by one the objects of our affection depart from us. But our
affections remain, and like vines stretch forth their broken, wounded
tendrils for support. The bleeding heart needs a balm to heal it; and
there is none but the love of its kind,--none but the affection of a
human heart! Thus the wounded, broken affections of Flemming began to
lift themselves from the dust and cling around this new object. Days
and weeks passed; and, like the Student Crisostomo, he ceased to love
because he began to adore. And with this adoration mingled the prayer,
that, in that hour when the world is still, and the voices that praise
are mute, and reflection cometh like twilight, and themaiden, in her
day-dreams, counted the number of her friends, some voice in the sacred
silence of her thoughts might whisper his name! And was it indeed so?
Did any voice in the sacred silence of her thoughts whisper his
name?--We shall soon learn.
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