Nothing can be more lovely than these summer mornings; nor than the
southern window at which I sit and write, in this old mansion, which is
like an Italian Villa. But O, this lassitude,--thisweariness,--when all
around me is so bright! I have this morning a singular longing for
flowers; a wish to stroll among the roses and carnations, and inhale
their breath, as if it would revive me. I wish I knew the man, who
called flowers "the fugitive poetry of Nature." From this distance,
from these scholastic shades,--from this leafy, blossoming, and
beautiful Cambridge, I stretch forth my hand to grasp his, as the hand
of a poet!--Yes; this morning I would rather stroll with him among the
gay flowers, than sit here and write. I feel so weary!
Old men with their staves, says the Spanish poet, are ever knocking at
the door of the grave. But I am not old. The Spanish poet might have
included the young also.--No matter! Courage, and forward! The Romance
must be finished; and finished soon.
O thou poor authorling! Reach a little deeper into the human heart!
Touch those strings,--touch those deeper strings, and more boldly, or
the notes will die away like whispers, and no earshall hear them, save
thine own! And, to cheer thy solitary labor, remember, that the secret
studies of an author are the sunken piers upon which is to rest the
bridge of his fame, spanning the dark waters of Oblivion. They are out
of sight; but without them no superstructure can stand secure!
And now, Reader, since the sermon is over, and we are still sitting
here in this Miserere, let us read aloud a page from the old parchment
manuscript on the lettern before us; let us sing it through these dusky
aisles, like a Gregorian Chant, and startle the sleeping congregation!
"I have read of the great river Euripus, which ebbeth and floweth seven
times a day, and with such violence, that it carrieth ships upon it
with full sail, directly against the wind. Seven times in an hour
ebbeth and floweth rash opinion, in the torrent of indiscreet and
troublesome apprehensions; carrying critic calumny and squint-eyed
detraction mainly against the wind of wisdom and judgment."
In secula seculorum! Amen!
CHAPTER II. CURFEW BELLS.
Welcome Disappointment! Thy hand is cold and hard, but it is the hand
of a friend! Thy voice is stern and harsh, but it is the voice of a
friend! O, there is something sublime in calm endurance, something
sublime in the resolute, fixed purpose of suffering without
complaining, which makes disappointment oftentimes better than success!
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