The emperor Isaac Angelus made a treaty with Saladin, and tried to
purchase the Holy Sepulchre with gold. Richard Lion-heart scorned such
alliance, and sought to recover it by battle. Thus do weak minds make
treaties with the passions they cannot overcome, and try to purchase
happiness at the expense of principle. But the resolute will of a
strong man scorns such means; and struggles nobly with his foe, to
achieve great deeds. Therefore, whosoever thou art that sufferest, try
not to dissipate thy sorrow by the breath of the world, nor drown its
voice in thoughtless merriment. It is a treacherous peace that is
purchased by indulgence. Rather take this sorrow to thy heart, and make
it a part of thee, and it shall nourish thee till thou art strong
again.
The shadows of the mind are like those of the body. In the morning of
life they all lie behind us; at noon, we trample them under foot; and
in the evening they stretch long, broad, and deepening before us. Are
not, then, the sorrows of childhood as dark as those of age? Are not
the morning shadows of life as deep and broad as those of its evening?
Yes; but morning shadows soon fade away, while those of evening reach
forward into the night and mingle with the coming darkness. Man is
begotten in delight and born in pain; and in these are the rapture and
labor of his life fore-shadowed from the beginning. But thelife of man
upon this fair earth is made up for the most part of little pains and
little pleasures. The great wonder-flowers bloom but once in a
lifetime.
A week had already elapsed since the events recorded in the last
chapter. Paul Flemming went his way, a melancholy man, "drinking the
sweet wormwood of his sorrow." He did not rail at Providence and call
it fate, but suffered and was silent. It is a beautiful trait in the
lover's character, that he thinks no evil of the object loved. What he
suffered was no swift storm of feeling, that passes away with a noise,
and leaves the heart clearer; but a dark phantom had risen up in the
clear night, and, like that of Adamastor, hid the stars; and if it ever
vanished away for a season, still the deep sound of the moaning main
would be heard afar, through many a dark and lonely hour. And thus he
journeyed on, wrapped in desponding gloom, and mainly heedless of all
things around him. His mind was distempered. That one face was always
before him; that one voice forever saying;
"You are not the Magician."
Painful, indeed, it is to be misunderstood and undervalued by those we
love. But this, too, in our life, must we learn to bear without a
murmur; for it is a tale often repeated.
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