Paul Flemming had experienced this, though still young. The friend of
his youth was dead. The bough had broken "under the burden of the
unripe fruit." And when, after a season, he looked up again from the
blindness of his sorrow, all things seemed unreal. Like the man, whose
sight had been restored by miracle, he beheld men, as trees, walking.
His household gods were broken. He had no home. His sympathies cried
aloud from his desolate soul, and there came no answer from the busy,
turbulent world around him. He did not willingly give way to grief. He
struggled to be cheerful,--to be strong. But he could no longer look
into the familiar faces of his friends. He could no longer live alone,
where he had lived with her. He went abroad, that the sea might be
between him and the grave. Alas! betweenhim and his sorrow there could
be no sea, but that of time.
He had already passed many months in lonely wandering, and was now
pursuing his way along the Rhine, to the south of Germany. He had
journeyed the same way before, in brighter days and a brighter season
of the year, in the May of life and in the month of May. He knew the
beauteous river all by heart;--every rock and ruin, every echo, every
legend. The ancient castles, grim and hoar, that had taken root as it
were on the cliffs,--they were all his; for his thoughts dwelt in them,
and the wind told him tales.
He had passed a sleepless night at Rolandseck, and had risen before
daybreak. He opened the window of the balcony to hear the rushing of
the Rhine. It was a damp December morning; and clouds were passing over
the sky,--thin, vapory clouds, whose snow-white skirts were "often
spotted with golden tears, which men call stars." The day dawned
slowly; and, in the mingling of daylightand starlight, the island and
cloister of Nonnenwerth made together but one broad, dark shadow on the
silver breast of the river. Beyond, rose the summits of the
Siebengebirg. Solemn and dark, like a monk, stood the Drachenfels, in
his hood of mist, and rearward extended the Curtain of Mountains, back
to the Wolkenburg,--the Castle of the Clouds.
But Flemming thought not of the scene before him. Sorrow unspeakable
was upon his spirit in that lonely hour; and, hiding his face in his
hands, he exclaimed aloud;
"Spirit of the past! look not so mournfully at me with thy great,
tearful eyes! Touch me not with thy cold hand! Breathe not upon me with
the icy breath of the grave! Chant no more that dirge of sorrow,
through the long and silent watches of the night!"
Mournful voices from afar seemed to answer, "Treuenfels!" and he
remembered how others had suffered, and his heart grew still.
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