"There certainly are seasons," replied the Baron, "when Nature seems
not to sympathizewith her beloved children. She sits there so eternally
calm and self-possessed, so very motherly and serene, and cares so
little whether the heart of her child breaks or not, that at times I
almost lose my patience. About that, too, she cares so little, that,
out of sheer obstinacy, I become good-humored again, and then she
smiles."
"I think we must confess, however," continued Flemming, "that all this
springs from our own imperfection, not from hers. How beautiful is this
green world, which we inhabit! See yonder, how the moonlight mingles
with the mist! What a glorious night is this! Truly every man has a
Paradise around him until he sins, and the angel of an accusing
conscience drives him from his Eden. And even then there are holy
hours, when this angel sleeps, and man comes back, and, with the
innocent eyes of a child, looks into his lost Paradise again,--into the
broad gates and rural solitudes of Nature. I feel this often. We have
much to enjoy in the quiet and retirement of ourown thoughts.
Boisterous mirth and loud laughter are not my mood. I love that
tranquillity of soul, in which we feel the blessing of existence, and
which in itself is a prayer and a thanksgiving. I find, however, that,
as I grow older, I love the country less, and the city more."
"Yes," interrupted the Baron; "and presently you will love the city
less and the country more. Say at once, that you have an undefined
longing for both; and prefer town or country, according to the mood you
are in. I think a man must be of a very quiet and happy nature, who can
long endure the country; and, moreover, very well contented with his
own insignificant person, very self-complacent, to be continually
occupied with himself and his own thoughts. To say the least, a city
life makes one more tolerant and liberal in his judgment of others. One
is not eternally wrapped up in self-contemplation; which, after all, is
only a more holy kind of vanity."
In conversation like this, the hours glided away; till at length, from
the Giant's Tower, the Castleclock struck twelve, with a sound that
seemed to come from the Middle Ages. Like watchmen from their belfries
the city clocks answered it, one by one. Then distant and muffled
sounds were heard. Inarticulate words seemed to blot the foggy air, as
if written on wet paper. These were the bells of Handschuhsheimer, and
of other villages on the broad plain of the Rhine, and among the hills
of the Odenwald; mysterious sounds, that seemed not of this world.
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