Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Laura’s heart softened too. “Oh Marcie,” she moaned. “I guess it really
isn’t anybody’s fault. Burr’s still in love with you. None of us
realized how much. He had to be jealous of somebody, and he knew you
weren’t dating anybody else. We’ve all been pretty stupid about the
whole thing. I just hope to God it blows over.” All of a sudden she felt
powerfully tired.
“It’s all my fault,” Marcie said. “Everything’s my fault. I’ll make it
up to you, Laura, I promise.”
“Never mind, honey. Just keep out of trouble tonight. I’ll be home about
ten. I’ll call you first.”
“Okay.” Marcie was still crying when she hung up.
* * * * *
For a long time Laura sat at her desk, staring into space. The windows
were black, gold-spangled with the city night, and everything was still.
She got up, feeling weak and tired, and yet not desperate or frightened
any more. Burr had no proof of anything. Marcie would deny everything.
And if things went as it seemed they must, Burr would act like a crazy
man and convince the police he was bent on violence. Marcie would be
genuinely frightened and it would show. There ought not to be any
difficulty about it. She got her things together and turned out the
office light.
The hall to the elevator was bare and echoing as she walked down it. The
elevator boy was silent, as if he too had been touched by the vast quiet
of the night.
Laura walked out on the street. People hustled by, lights shone, cars
honked. But it all seemed far away, not very real. Her senses registered
only half of what they perceived.
_Where shall I go? I’d better not try to go home for a while. Not till
Burr leaves. Another hour, at least._
She looked at her watch: eight-thirty. She walked slowly, gazing ahead
of her like a sleepwalker. _I’ll go somewhere where I can sit down and
read_, she thought. She bought a magazine from a corner stand and
sauntered on another couple of blocks until she saw the McAlton on the
next corner.
She almost exclaimed aloud, as if the hotel had been sneaking up on her
while she marked time on the sidewalk. She stopped in her tracks to
stare at it and then looked self-consciously into a shop window. After a
few minutes she moved on to the hotel.
_If I just sit in a corner, as if I’m waiting for somebody, they can’t
do anything. I’ll just read this thing till nine-thirty or so._
A tiny unworded excitement knotted itself around her heart and stuck
there, prepared to stay for as long as Laura stayed in the lobby. She
didn’t go over to the desk. She just sat down in an alcove on a leather
covered sofa next to a fat middle-aged woman. She read until
nine-thirty.
Then she got up and walked halfway across the lobby to the phone booths,
entered one, and dialed the penthouse. Marcie answered.
“Is everything all right, Marcie? It’s Laura.”
“Yes.” She sounded tired, reticent.
“What happened?”
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