Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“Nothing. The policeman got here right after Burr did. Burr was yelling
like a crazy man. The policeman took him out and told him to stop
bothering me or they’d take him down and book him. He was furious. He
cried. But he went. Damn it, he deserved it, after what he did to you.”
“Are you alone now?”
“Yes.”
Laura suddenly felt enormously relieved. “Thank God,” she said.
“Will you be right home?”
“Yes. Right away.” She hung up and left the booth, putting some change
in her purse. She felt much better. Burr was mad as hell, that was
certain. But for the moment he would have to watch himself; he would
have to be careful. Marcie was disgusted with him. Obviously force was
the wrong way to get her back. And suddenly Laura saw her father.
Merrill Landon was about twenty feet from her, his face turned profile
to her, talking to some men.
Laura gave a low cry, almost inaudible, and her heart stopped. The knot
around it gave a tremendous squeeze, like a big angry fist, and stopped
it altogether for a moment. It started again with a tremendous thump.
She darted toward the little alcove, her face averted, but found all the
seats taken. She stood facing away from him for a minute, her heart
kicking wildly, wondering frantically what to do.
_I’ve got to be calm, I’ve got to be calm_, she said under her breath,
but each time she said it it seemed more hysterical. She gulped
convulsively and barely heard someone say in her ear, “Excuse me, dear.
Are you all right?”
“Yes. Yes, thanks,” she said, her voice staccato, afraid to identify her
questioner.
She shut her eyes tight for a minute. _If I just walk out quickly, he’ll
never see me. The lobby is full, there are dozens of people in here.
He’s not looking for me, he’s talking to some men, he won’t see me. I’ll
just walk out._
She took a very careful glance behind her. He was facing her now, but
not seeing her, gesturing, talking, engrossed in his words. He would
never see her. For a second she permitted herself the luxury of looking
hard at him; his big maleness, his strong face that could never be
called handsome and yet compelled interest. That face that almost never
smiled at Laura since she was five years old. That face she was
condemned to love.
Laura turned away then and began to walk toward the door, keeping her
face averted, hurrying, her heart pounding as if she were running up a
steep hill. Near the door she slowed down a little. _I’ll never see him
again_, she told herself fiercely. _Just one more glance. It will have
to last me my life._ She turned around slowly, carefully, just five feet
from the door and safety.
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