Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“A bother!” Marcie came and sat beside her on the bed, wearing only the
bottoms of a pair of blue jersey pajamas, cut like slim harem pants. Her
breasts were high and full and unbearably sweet. “Laura, I like you.
We’re living together. We’re friends. I guess I’ve made a bad impression
on you with Burr and everything, but I want you to know I really like
you. You’re no bother.” She smiled. “I’ll get Burr to fix you up with
Jack Mann. We’ll go somewhere together. We need to get out. Maybe we’d
quit quarreling if we didn’t sit around this apartment all the time.”
She paused, and Laura tried not to look at her.
“How about it?” Marcie said.
Laura was in a familiar situation. She’d been in it before, she’d be in
it again, there was no escaping it. This is a heterosexual society and
everybody plays the game one way or another. Or pretends to play it for
appearances’ sake.
“I’d love to,” Laura said.
“Good! What night?”
“Any night.” Laura wanted to shove her off the bed, to throw the covers
at her; anything to cover up her gleaming bosom. She felt herself go hot
and cold by turns and it exasperated her. She wondered how obvious it
was. But even in her discomfort she knew it didn’t show as much as it
felt. She finally climbed past Marcie and out of the bed, making a hasty
way to the bathroom.
“I’ll call Burr,” Marcie called after her.
Laura closed the bathroom door and leaned heavily against it, panting,
her arms clasped tight around herself, rocking back and forth, her eyes
shut. Spasms went through her and she shook herself angrily. Her hands
stole downward in spite of herself and suddenly all her feeling was
fixed in one place, clarified, shattering. There was a moment of
suppressed violence when she clapped one hand over her mouth, helpless
in her own grasp, and her imprisoned mouth murmured, “Marcie, Marcie,
Marcie,” into her hand. And then came relief, quiet. The trembling
ceased, the heaving breath slowed down. She relaxed utterly, with only
just enough strength in her legs to hold her up, depending on the door
to do the rest. “Damn her,” she said in a faint whisper. “Damn her.” It
was the first time she realized how strong her “friendly” feelings for
Marcie really were and she was dismayed.
Laura went quickly to the washbowl and turned on the tap. She ought to
be making some noise. People don’t disappear into bathrooms for ten
minutes in utter silence. At least not in this bathroom where every pipe
had its own distinct and recognizable scream. In a few seconds Marcie
was calling at her through the door.
“Laura? Can I come in?”
“Of course.”
“We’re going to make it for Friday. We’ll see a show.”
“That sounds fine.”
“It’ll be fun.”
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