Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Burr smiled and shook his head. But he liked him; they got along. Jack
went out with Burr and Marcie before and after they got married. And
after they got divorced. He was the trouble-shooter until he got too
drunk, which was often.
When he arrived with Burr on Friday night Laura was irked to find that
she was taller than he was. She had made up her mind that she wasn’t
going to enjoy the evening—just live through it. She’d have to spend the
time mediating for Marcie and Burr and trying to entertain a man she
didn’t know or care about. So she was put out to discover that she did
like Jack, after all. It ruined her fine gloomy mood.
Marcie introduced them and Jack looked up at her quizzically. “What’s
the matter, Landon?” he said. “You standing in a hole?”
Laura laughed and took her shoes off. It brought her down an inch.
“Better?” she said.
“Better for me. Very bad for your stockings.” He grinned. “Have you read
Freud?”
“No.”
“Well, thank God. I won’t have to talk about my nightmares.”
“Do you have nightmares?”
“You _have_ read Freud!”
“No, I swear. You said—”
“Okay, I confess. I have nightmares. And you remind me of my mother.”
“Do you have a mother?” said Burr. “Didn’t you just happen?”
“That’s what I keep asking my analyst. Do I have to have a mother?”
“Jack, are you seeing an analyst?” Marcie was fascinated with the idea.
“Imagine being able to tell somebody _everything_. Like a sacred duty.
Burr, don’t you think I should be analyzed?”
“What will you use for a neurosis?” Jack asked.
“Do I need one?”
“How about Burr?”
“I’m taken,” Burr said. “Besides, you talk like a nitwit, honey. You
don’t go to an analyst like you go to the hairdresser.”
Marcie’s eyes flashed. “Thanks for the compliment,” she said. “I’m not
as dumb as I look.”
“Come on, Mother.” Jack took Laura’s arm and steered her out the door.
“I see a storm coming up.”
But it was dissipated when Marcie grabbed her coat and hurried after
them.
* * * * *
After the play they walked down Fourth Street in the Village, meandering
rather aimlessly, looking into shop windows. Laura was lost. She had
never been in the Village before. She had been afraid to come down here;
afraid she would see someone, and do something, and suddenly find
herself caught in the strange world she had renounced. It seemed so
safe, so remote from temptation to choose an uptown apartment. And yet
here she was with her nerves in knots, her emotions tangled around a
roommate again.
Laura pondered these things, walking slowly beside Jack in the light
from the shop windows. She was unaware of where she walked or who passed
by. It startled her when Jack said, “What are you thinking about,
Mother?”
“Nothing.” A shade of irritation crossed her face.
“Ah,” he said. “I interrupted something.”
“No.” She turned to look at him, uncomfortable. He made her feel as if
he was reading her thoughts.
“Don’t lie to me. You’re daydreaming.”
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