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Laura was still trembling all over. “Listen to me, Jack,” she said,
leaning over the table and brushing the last tear impatiently from her
cheeks. “I never heard that word—gay—like you use it until our date
Friday. Nobody ever called me ‘gay’ before. I didn’t even know what it
meant. But I’ll tell you this: I never touched Marcie. I’ve never tried
to get away with anything with her. Never. She doesn’t know and she
never will.” She said this almost fiercely, but Jack only smiled at her.
“Okay,” he said. “Don’t preach at me. I believe you. I believe you
haven’t been climbing into Marcie’s bed after hours, anyway. But don’t
let Marcie fool you. She can be wild sometimes. She gets in crazy moods
and she’ll do anything. I saw her go up to a bum in Central Park and
kiss him once on a dare. A big ugly slob of a guy. It was enough to get
her killed, but she loved it.”
Laura was revolted. But not surprised. Not after what Marcie had done to
her last Friday night.
“She couldn’t possibly suspect me,” she said stubbornly. “I never do a
thing.”
“You did plenty in The Cellar Friday night.”
“I—I did?” She felt that old sick feeling come over her again.
“You looked at her like you had ideas. You held the door for her. You
argued with Burr.”
“But all I said was—”
“All you said was you were gay. To anybody who bothered to figure it
out. Well, I did, that’s all.”
Laura’s face was hot and she tried to defend herself. “All I did was
defend them—homosexuals, I mean. I just said they were human beings, not
animals. Is that against the law?”
“Not ‘they,’ Mother,” Jack said softly. “‘We.’ You’re one of us.”
“But Burr and Marcie don’t know that,” she said, almost pleading with
him to agree.
Jack raised a finger to his lips. “Everybody will know it if you don’t
keep your voice down,” he said. “Okay, Burr doesn’t know it. As for
Marcie, you live with the girl. You should know.”
“She couldn’t,” Laura said, but she felt shaky.
“You aren’t sure, are you? Why don’t you find out?”
“How?” She looked at him eagerly.
“Ask her.” He laughed to see her face fall.
“Damn you!”
“Okay. Don’t ask her. Make a pass at her.”
“You’re mad!” Laura stared at him, shocked. “I’d never do such a thing!
She might—why, my God, she might call the police. Or Burr. She’d hate
me. I couldn’t stand it. Jack, don’t tell me to make a fool of myself.
Do you want to get me into a tragic mess?”
“I want to keep you _out_ of one, Mother. That’s why I’m talking this
way.”
“Well, act like you did, then. You drag me down here, when I didn’t want
to come in the first place, and tell me—” She swallowed convulsively.
“—tell me I’m _gay_.” She spat the word at him. “And then you have the
gall to sit there and tell me to make love to Marcie—” She almost choked
on the words. “—when you know damn well she’d probably be revolted by
it, she’d—”
“Calm down, Mother, have a drink.” And he held her glass up to her until
she took it from him. It burned her throat but she was too worked up to
care.
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