Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
But when they reached Broadway he hailed a cab and she let him put her
in it, as she knew she would. “I can’t. I won’t. I’m tired and hungry,”
she said. But she got in. “I’ll fall asleep over my typewriter
tomorrow,” she moaned.
When they reached the Cellar she felt a lift of excitement in spite of
herself. They arrived after the kitchen had closed, but Jack was a
regular customer, and they were willing to fix him up.
They followed a waitress to a table. Laura walked with a strange light
queasiness in her stomach and sat down with Jack feeling terribly
self-conscious and looked-at, as if every pair of eyes in the room was
inspecting her. Jack laughed, waving at somebody. “All my friends’ll
think I’ve gone straight,” he said. He gave the waitress an order and
she scuttled off. He leaned back in his chair to look at Laura then.
“Sorry you’re here?” he asked.
“No. But I wish it was Friday night.”
“Relax. We’ll leave when you say the word.”
She began to feel adventurous and crazy. Jack went up to get them both a
drink. She eyed it with suspicion, but then she picked it up and drank
half of it down, and it hit her like a bomb, a big soft lovely explosion
of warmth in the pit of her stomach. She blinked at Jack, who only
smiled, knowing the feeling.
“How would you like to be in here some night,” he said slowly, “with
Marcie beside you? And sit alone together at that little table over
there? And tell her you love her?” Laura took another gulp of the drink
and almost finished it. “And hear her say the same thing?”
Laura put the glass down with trembling hands. “Oh, Jack, you bastard,”
she said, her insides aflame. “Cut it out.”
“You want it so badly,” he said, “that it’s tearing your guts out. And
it’s never going to happen. So open your eyes. Look around. There are
some beautiful women here tonight. There’s one as pretty as Marcie.” He
squinted over her shoulder. Laura turned around indignantly to look, and
saw a charming face framed in short brown curls smiling at a table
partner. She looked up at the sudden sight of Laura’s own face, pale and
compelling.
“Nobody’s as pretty as Marcie,” Laura told him.
“Somebody was,” Jack said, with his peculiar intuition taking him
straight to the point.
“What do you mean?” Laura said defensively, and finished her drink.
“Whenever you know damn well what I mean,” he said with a smile, “you
ask ‘what do I mean.’ As if I were nuts. Well, I’m not. Give me your
glass.” He took it and got up. “Never thought you’d beat me to the
bottom, Mother.” He peered into it with one eye and then left to get it
refilled.
Laura leaned back in her seat and shut her eyes. After all, what did it
matter if she were here? She felt wonderful. She had put in a terrific
day’s work, she had a right to a little fling. Her body glowed through
its whole length. Marcie loomed in her mind like a lovely apparition,
not quite real.
_I’ll have her someday_, Laura thought. _No matter what he says._
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