Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“All right now, let’s get straightened out here. Let’s make an effort.”
He sounded as if he had drunk a lot and just gotten to sleep, still
drunk, when Laura’s call woke him up. “Now start at the beginning. And
make it quick. What’s the problem?”
She felt hurt, slighted. Of all people, Jack was the one she had to
count on. “I—I acted like a fool with Marcie. I don’t know what she
thinks,” she half-sobbed. “Jack, help me.”
“What did you do?”
“Nothing—everything. I don’t know.”
“God, Mother. Why did you pick tonight? Of all nights?”
“I didn’t pick it, it just happened.”
“_What_ happened, damn it?”
“I—I sort of embraced her.”
There was a silence on the other end for a minute. Laura heard him say
away from the receiver, “Okay, it’s okay. No, she’s a friend of mine. A
friend, damn it, a girl.” Then his voice became clear and close again.
“Mother, I don’t know what to say. I’m not sure I understand what
happened, and if I did I still wouldn’t know what the hell to say. Where
are you?”
“At The Cellar. Jack, you’ve just got to help me. Please.”
“Are you alone?”
“Yes. No. I’ve been talking to Beebo, but—”
“Oh! Well, God, that’s it, that’s the answer. Go home with Beebo.”
“No! I can’t, Jack. I want to come to your place.”
“Laura, honey—” He was wide awake now, sympathetic, but caught in his
own domestic moils. “Laura, I’m—well, I’m entertaining.” He laughed a
little at his own silliness. “I’m involved. I’m fraternizing. Oh, hell,
I’m making love. You can’t come over here.” His voice went suddenly in
the other direction as he said, “No, calm down, she’s not coming over.”
Then he said, “Laura, I wish I could help, honest to God. I just can’t,
not now. You’ve got to believe me.” He spoke softly, confidentially, as
if he didn’t want the other to hear what he said. “I’ll tell you what
I’ll do, I’ll call Marcie and get it straightened out. Don’t worry,
Marcie believes in me. She thinks I’m Jack Armstrong, the all-American
boy. The four-square trouble-shooter. I’ll fix it up for you.”
“Jack, please,” she whimpered, like a plaintive child.
“I’ll do everything I can. You just picked the wrong night and that’s
the God’s truth, honey. Where’s Beebo? Let me talk to Beebo.”
Laura went out of the booth to get her, feeling half dazed, and found
her way back to the bar. “He wants to talk to you,” she said to Beebo,
without looking at her.
Beebo frowned at her and then swung herself off her seat and headed for
the phone. Laura sat down in her place, disturbed by the warmth Beebo
left behind, twirling her glass slowly in her hand. She was crushed that
Jack had turned her down.
Perhaps he had a lover, perhaps this night was so important to him that
he couldn’t give it up, even though she had all his sympathy. These
things might be—in fact, were—true. But Laura could hardly discern them
through her private pains.
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