Lesbians -- Fiction; Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
She knew she had hurt Marcie’s feelings and when she hung up she
wondered if it was worth it. _Why don’t I quit? Why don’t I take a soft
job, like Marcie?_ But she knew what scorn her father would pour on a
job like that. It was only the tough ones, the ones that took it out of
you, that demanded your best, that he had any respect for.
Laura stayed on until nearly eight by herself. The building was
crypt-quiet and she was deep in the last round of reports she intended
to do, when the door opened and a voice said, “Laura!”
Laura gave a gasp of shock, throwing her hands over her face. She was so
startled that she found herself trembling all over. For a moment she was
unable to move.
“Laura?” he said again.
Laura turned slowly around in her swivel chair, taking her hands away
from her face. She looked up, her face cold and white and resentful. It
was Burr. She didn’t say a word. She only stared at him in surprise. She
felt overflowing with hatred for him, as if Merrill Landon were standing
there.
Burr was somewhat taken aback. “Marcie said you were down here,” he
said, a little awkwardly. “I wanted to talk to you.” He shrugged, and
pulled Sarah’s chair out from her desk, sitting down about five feet
from Laura. She said nothing.
“Laura,” he said, embarrassed. “We started out to be pretty good
friends, you and I.” He turned his hat around and around in his hands,
studying it while he talked. “Then—I don’t know why—we seemed to—well,
we just didn’t have anything to say to each other. I guess maybe because
we always talked about books. And Marcie. You don’t seem to be reading
any books any more. And Marcie—well....” He seemed at a loss for words
here. He twirled his hat assiduously, as if that might give him some
answers. But it was no help. “Of course, I haven’t been around much
lately, either,” he said.
Laura was suddenly a little scared. But she was determined not to be any
more helpful than his hat. She only glared at him. She still hadn’t said
a word to him. _After all_, she thought, _I haven’t done anything. He
still hasn’t said what he wants._
“Well, frankly Laura, Marcie’s changed. I don’t know what the hell’s
come over her. I thought maybe you could help me out.” He eyed her
closely. “I guess it sounds pretty silly. But I love her, and all of a
sudden I can’t even see her any more. I can’t get near her. She’s just
not interested.” When Laura still said nothing he went on, “I mean, I
know it’s not your problem, but I thought, being her roommate, you know,
you might help me out.” He looked up at her, smiling a little, but his
smile faded when he saw the look on her face.
Laura was thinking, _Why the hell should I help you?_ But she said, “Why
don’t you stop fighting with her, Burr? Maybe that would help.” Her
voice was faintly sarcastic.
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