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“When we fought,” he said, “at least we could always make up. That was
fun. We both enjoyed it. Then all of a sudden, a couple of weeks ago,
Marcie wouldn’t fight any more. I don’t know what the hell got into her.
She just got quiet and thoughtful. She wouldn’t fight and she wouldn’t
make love. I’m beginning to think she needed to fight before she could
make love. Maybe that’s the only thing that excited her.” He looked
quizzically at Laura.
“How would I know? Maybe _you_ needed it,” Laura said, and shrugged.
By her reticence she had made Burr uncomfortable. “Well, I know it isn’t
exactly the sort of thing to bother you with,” he said, making a visible
effort to control his temper. “But damn it, Laura, I love her. She’s my
wife. I still think of her that way, I can’t help it. I was a fool ever
to let her have that divorce.”
“Do you think getting married again would change any of that?” Laura
said. “Don’t you think it would just be the same old fights all over
again?”
“I don’t know.” He shook his head. “Maybe. But I’d rather live with
Marcie and fight than live without her and be this miserable.”
“Does fighting make you happy?”
“I don’t mind it. Not enough to make me give her up again.”
“You talk like a kid, Burr,” she said, wondering what authority gave her
the right to pronounce judgments. And then she reasoned that Burr
himself gave her the right. He asked for it. Okay, he’d get it. “If you
want to win Marcie back, find out what’s the trouble and change it. If
you want my opinion—and I guess that’s why you’re here—I don’t think you
should go back together. I think Jack’s right; you were never meant for
each other. It’s purely physical.”
These were hard words, but even so Laura wasn’t prepared for the effect
they produced. Burr went pale and his mouth dropped open. Suddenly he
stood up. “Jack said that?” he said incredulously. “_Jack?_”
And Laura went a little sick. She had violated a confidence, without
even meaning to. The one person she couldn’t bear to hurt, to alienate
right now, was Jack. “Maybe I’m mistaken,” she said quickly. But who
else could it be? “It was me, Burr, I don’t know why I said that. It
wasn’t Jack.”
“Oh, it was _you_!” He had been surprised into a fury. He had been
nursing his grievance, trying to talk calmly to Laura. Now his feelings
got out of control. “Well, I’ll tell you something, Laura. I don’t
believe you. It was Jack or you wouldn’t have said so. You’re a lousy
liar. Now suppose you explain something to me.” He leaned with his fists
on her desk.
Laura leaned away from him, frightened now. “Calm down, Burr,” she said,
but he ignored her.
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