Loneliness -- Fiction; Mars (Planet) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Science fiction; Short stories; Telephone -- Fiction
I, MARS
By Ray Bradbury
Alone on Mars, yet not alone ... For old Barton’s younger
selves lived on, hating, tormenting him for his living proof
that their hopes were dead!
The phone rang.
A grey hand lifted the receiver.
“Hello?”
“Hello, Barton?”
“Yes.”
“This is Barton!”
“What?”
“This is Barton!”
“It can’t be. This phone hasn’t rung in twenty years.”
The old man hung up.
Brrrrinnnng!
His grey hand seized the phone.
“Hello, Barton,” laughed the voice. “You have forgotten, haven’t you?”
The old man felt his heart grow small and like a cool stone. He felt
the wind blowing in off the dry Martian seas and the blue hills of
Mars. After twenty years of silence and cobwebs and now, tonight, on
his eightieth birthday, with a ghastly scream, this phone had wailed to
life.
“Who did you think it was?” said the voice. “A rocket captain? Did you
think someone had come to rescue you?”
“No.”
“What’s the date?”
Numbly, “July 20th, 2097.”
“Good Lord. Sixty years! Have you been sitting there that long? Waiting
for a rocket to come from Earth to rescue you?”
The old man nodded.
“Now, old man, do you know who I am? Think!”
“Yes.” The dry pale lips trembling. “I understand. I remember. We are
one. I am Emil Barton and you are Emil Barton.”
“With one difference. You are eighty. I am only twenty. All of life
before me!”
The old man began to laugh and then to cry. He sat holding the phone
like a lost and silly child in his fingers. The conversation was
impossible, and should not be continued, and yet he went on with it.
When he got hold of himself he held the phone close to his withered
lips and said, in deepest anguish, “Listen! You there! Listen, oh God,
if I could warn you! How can I? You’re only a voice. If I could show
you how lonely the years are. End it, kill yourself! Don’t wait! If you
knew what it is to change from the thing you are to the thing that is
me, today, here, now, at this end.”
“Impossible.” The voice of the young Barton laughed, far away. “I’ve no
way to tell if you ever get this call. This is all mechanical. You’re
talking to a transcription, no more. This is 2037. Sixty years in your
past. Today, the atom war started on Earth. All colonials were called
home from Mars, by rocket. I got left behind!”
“I remember,” whispered the old man.
“Alone on Mars,” laughed the young voice. “A month, a year, who cares?
There are foods and books. In my spare time I’ve made transcription
libraries of ten thousand words, responses, my voice, connected to
phone relays. In later months I’ll call, have someone to talk with.”
“Yes,” murmured the old man, remembering.
“Forty-sixty years from now my own transcripto-tapes will ring me up. I
don’t really think I’ll be here on Mars that long, it’s just a
beautifully ironic idea of mine, something to pass the time. Is that
really you, Barton? Is that really me?”
Tears fell from the old man’s eyes. “Yes!”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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