Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Mystery fiction
Cecilia’s tears fell fast. “Oh, my love, I am so anxious about you! I am
so afraid that you will not be happy with that selfish old man--in that
dreary house. Give it up, Emily! I have got plenty of money for both
of us; come abroad with me. Why not? You always got on well with Julia,
when you came to see us in the holidays. Oh, my darling! my darling!
What shall I do without you?”
All that longed for love in Emily’s nature had clung round her
school-friend since her father’s death. Turning deadly pale under the
struggle to control herself, she made the effort--and bore the pain of
it without letting a cry or a tear escape her. “Our ways in life lie far
apart,” she said gently. “There is the hope of meeting again, dear--if
there is nothing more.”
The clasp of Cecilia’s arm tightened round her. She tried to release
herself; but her resolution had reached its limits. Her hands dropped,
trembling. She could still try to speak cheerfully, and that was all.
“There is not the least reason, Cecilia, to be anxious about my
prospects. I mean to be Sir Jervis Redwood’s favorite before I have been
a week in his service.”
She stopped, and pointed to the house. The governess was approaching
them. “One more kiss, darling. We shall not forget the happy hours we
have spent together; we shall constantly write to each other.” She broke
down at last. “Oh, Cecilia! Cecilia! leave me for God’s sake--I can’t
bear it any longer!”
The governess parted them. Emily dropped into the chair that her friend
had left. Even her hopeful nature sank under the burden of life at that
moment.
A hard voice, speaking close at her side, startled her.
“Would you rather be Me,” the voice asked, “without a creature to care
for you?”
Emily raised her head. Francine, the unnoticed witness of the parting
interview, was standing by her, idly picking the leaves from a rose
which had dropped out of Cecilia’s nosegay.
Had she felt her own isolated position? She had felt it resentfully.
Emily looked at her, with a heart softened by sorrow. There was no
answering kindness in the eyes of Miss de Sor--there was only a dogged
endurance, sad to see in a creature so young.
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