N. & I. turned out to be a big room, somewhat circular, very
high-ceilinged, with banks of cyb controls covering the upper walls.
Narrow passageways, like spokes, led off in several directions. There
was an information desk in the center of the room.
I looked that way and my heart went into free fall.
There was a girl at the information desk. An exceptionally attractive
girl. She was well within the limits of acceptable standard, and her
features were even enough, and her hair a middle blonde--but she had
something else. Hard to describe. It was a warmth, a buoyancy, a sense
of life and intense animation. It didn't exactly show; it radiated. It
seemed to sing out from her clear complexion, from her figure, which
even a tunic could not hide, from everything about her.
And if I were to state my business, I would have to tell her my name.
I almost backed out right then. I stopped momentarily. And then common
sense took hold and I realized that if I were to go through with this
thing, here would be only the first of a long series of embarrassments
and discomforts. It had to be done.
I walked up to the desk and the girl turned to face me, and I could
have sworn that a faint smile crossed her lips. It was swift, like the
shadow of a bird across one of the lawns in one of the great parks
topside. Very non-standard. Yet I wasn't offended; if anything, I felt
suddenly and disturbingly pleased.
"What information is desired?" she asked. Her voice was standard--or
was it?
Again I had the feeling of restrained warmth.
I used colloquial. "I want to get the dope on State Serial
designations, how they're assigned and so forth. Especially how they
might be changed."
She put a handsteno on the desk top and said, "Name? Address? Post?"
I froze. I stood there and stared at her.
She looked up and said, "Well?"
"I--er--no post at present. N/P status."
Her fingers moved on the steno.
I gave her my address and she recorded that.
Then I paused again.
She said, "And your name?"
I took a deep breath and told her.
I didn't want to look into her eyes. I wanted to look away, but I
couldn't find a decent excuse to. I saw her eyes become wide and
noticed for the first time that they were a warm gray, almost a mouse
color. I felt like laughing at that irrelevant observation, but more
than that I felt like turning and running. I felt like climbing and
dashing all over the walls like a frustrated cat and yelling at the
top of my lungs. I felt like anything but standing there and looking
stupid, meeting her stare--
* * * * *
She looked down quickly and recorded my name. It took her a little
longer than necessary. In that time she recovered. Somewhat.
"All right," she said finally, "I'll make a search."
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