"Oh, please don't touch me, just for a minute!" she exclaimed.
"Please--please--just stop a _minute_!"
She did not realize that her tone was very much that of a patient
addressing a dentist. Francis's arms dropped, and he looked at her,
all the light going out of his face, and showing its weary lines. He
closed the door entirely, carefully. He went mechanically over to a
chair and sat down on it, always with that queer carefulness; he laid
his cap beside him, and looked at Marjorie, crouched against the door.
"Please come over here and sit down," he said very courteously, but
with the boyishness gone from his voice even more completely than
Marjorie had wished.
She came very meekly and sat opposite him, with a little queer cold
feeling around her heart.
"Please look at me," he asked gently. She lifted her blue eyes
miserably to his, and tried to smile. But unconsciously she shrank a
little as she did so, and he saw it.
"I won't touch you--not until you want me to," he began. "What's the
matter, Marjorie? Is it nerves, or are you afraid of me, or----"
"It--it was just your coming so suddenly," she lied miserably. "It
upset me. That was all."
In her mind there was fixed firmly the one thing, that she mustn't be a
coward, she must go through with it, she must pretend well enough to
make Francis think she felt the way she ought to. The Francis of
pre-war times would have been fooled; but this man had been judging men
and events that took as keen a mind as seeing through a frightened
girl. He looked at her musingly, his face never changing. She rose
and came over to him and put her hand on his shoulder. She even
managed to laugh.
"Do you mind my being upset?" she asked.
"No," he said, "if that's all it is. But you have a particular kind of
terror about you that I don't like. Or I think you have."
She took her hand away, hurt by the harshness of his voice--then,
seeing his face, understood that he was not knowingly harsh. She had
hurt him terribly by that one unguarded moment, and she would have to
work very hard to put it out of sight.
"I--I haven't any terror----" she began to say.
He made himself smile a little at that.
"You mustn't have," he said. "We'll sit down on the davenport over
there that Lucille's grandmother gave her for a wedding-present--you
see how well I remember the news about all the furniture? And we'll
talk about it all quietly."
"There's nothing to talk about," said Marjorie desperately. She went
obediently over to the davenport and sat down by him.
"You were upset at seeing me?" he began.
"It was--well, it was so sudden!" dimpled Marjorie, quoting the tag
with the sudden whimsicality which even death would probably find her
using.
"And I still seem--do I seem like a strange person to you, dear?" he
asked wistfully. "You don't seem strange to me, you know. You seem
like the wife I love."
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