Marjorie looked at him for a moment as if she wanted to do something
violent to him. Then she spoke.
CHAPTER VII
"I see what you mean," she said. "I wasn't sporting in the first
place--I wouldn't live up to my bargain. That's made you more apt to
believe that I've been acting the same way ever since. You don't think
I can see _any_thing through. Well--not particularly for your
sake--more for my own, I guess--I'm going to see this through, if I die
doing it. I'll stay--and take Pierre's place, Francis."
Francis's severe young face did not change at all.
"Very well," he said.
"But you understand," she went on, "that I'm not doing this to win
anything but my own self-respect. And at the end of the three months,
of course, I shall go back to New York. And you'll let me go, and see
that I get free."
"I wouldn't do anything else for the world," said Francis in the same
unmoved voice.
"Very well, then--we understand each other." She turned to Logan, who
had sprung to his feet and tried to interfere a couple of times while
she talked. "And please remember that this arrangement does not go
beyond us three," she said. "I would prefer that no one else knew how
matters stood."
Logan looked a little baffled. He was ten years older than either of
them, but so many actual clashing things happening had never come his
way before. His ten years' advantage had been spent writing stylistic
essays, and such do not fit one for stepping down into the middle of a
lot of primitive young emotions. He felt suddenly helpless before
these passionate, unjust, emotional young people. He felt a little
forlorn, too, as if the main currents of things had been sweeping them
by while he stood carefully on the bank, trying not to get his feet
wet. A very genuine emotion of pity for Marjorie had brought him up
here, pity more mixed with something else than he had been willing to
admit. It was the first thing he had done for a long, long time that
was romantic and unconsidered and actual. And it appeared that, after
all, he wasn't needed. Concentration on the nuances of minor
fifteenth-century poets had unfitted him for being swept on, as these
had been, by the world-currents. They had married each other, pushed
by the mating instinct in the air--the world's insistence on marriage
to balance the death that had swept it. Now they were struggling to
find their balance against each other, to be decent, to be fair, to
make themselves and each other what they thought they ought to be. He
could see what they were doing and why much more clearly than they
could themselves. But he couldn't be a part of it--he had stood aside
from life too long, with his nerves and his passion for artistic
details and pleasures of the intellect.
But he bowed quietly, and smiled a little. He felt suddenly very tired.
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