Marjorie looked at him consideringly. She couldn't help thinking, for
a moment, how lovely this would be if it wasn't a case of the golden
shore; if Francis and she hadn't messed things up so; if they had come
up here because they loved each other, and trusted each other to make
happiness; and if Francis, instead of taking his hand back that way,
had held hers as if he had the right to. And she remembered suddenly
their marriage night. He had flung himself down beside her and wrapped
her in his arms, and she had not quite liked it; she had shrunk away
from him. She was so weak now, and it felt a little lonely--if he put
his arms around her now she thought she would like it. But then she
was ill yet, and emotional; probably it was the same feeling that made
men propose to their nurses when they were convalescing. A nurse had
told her about it once, and added that it was considered very unethical
to take a man up on that sort of a proposal. That was it--you just
wanted somebody to be kind to you.
"Perhaps if I had a cat," said Marjorie inadvertently, aloud.
"Would you like one?" demanded Francis. "I'll get it this afternoon."
"Yes, I guess so," she answered, coloring again. "But what made you
think of a cat?"
"Oh, I just did," she answered untruthfully. "You see--you see, I'm
not strong yet, and my mind rambled around in an inconsequent sort of
way. It just happened on cats. But, Francis, you mustn't reproach
yourself. I know you are feeling altogether too badly about what you
did. But you mustn't. That's just the way you're made. You haven't
nice tame emotions, and in a way you're better so. Why, people like
you, all energy and force and attraction, get so much farther in life.
You're going to be a wonderful success, I know, just because you are so
intense. You meant all right. I know lots of girls who would have
been awfully flattered at your being so jealous. They'd have thought
it meant you were in love with them terribly."
"They'd have thought right," he said.
She looked at him--she had been talking with her eyes on a green tree
over in the distance. His head was bowed, and his hands clenched on
his knees, and he had spoken again in the muttering voice he had begun
with.
"I suppose you were," she said with a little wistful note in her voice
that neither of them knew was there. "But never mind; I want to talk
now about what we are both to do next. If you are really feeling as
badly as you say about my being sick, I don't suppose you mind how long
I take to get well. I'm afraid it will be quite a little while longer."
He started to speak, but she held up one hand and stopped him.
"And after that I'll go back to Lucille, if Billy isn't home."
"He is," said Francis. "He came over in one of the transports in July,
while you were ill. That was the only reason I didn't drag Lucille up
here."
"Where are they?" demanded Marjorie a little blankly. But after all
she should have expected this.
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