"In the flat you and Lucille had. Lucille likes it."
"How can she?" sighed Marjorie. "Well, she's never tried this. . . .
I wonder what I'd better do? I think I heard something about a place
where they have flats just for business women. Perhaps Billy could
arrange for me to get one before they're all gone. He always loved
attending to things like that for people. I can't go back to Cousin
Anna. I've been through too much. Why, you mayn't think it, but I'm
grown up, Francis! I'm about twenty years older than that foolish
little girl you married. I--I wonder I haven't wrinkles and a little
wisp of fuzzy gray hair!" she added, trying to smile.
"Don't!" said Francis again, looking at her childish face, with its
showers of loose curls, that was trying to be so brave. He dropped his
eyes again to the clenched hands that were tensed, one on either knee.
"I was foolish and young, too, then," he added. "I think I'm older,
too."
"Yes . . . it was a mistake," she said in a far-off voice.
"I wish it hadn't been," he said.
"Why, I was thinking that, too!" she said. "Isn't it a pity that we
weren't as old then as we are now! Responsible, I mean, and wanting as
much to do right things. That was one thing about it all. I want to
do right more than anything else these days; and I think you do, too.
And it wasn't in style then--do you remember our talking it over up
here once, when we were having a little friendly spat? But I
suppose----"
"I suppose you would never have married me if you'd been so old and
wise," he said.
She considered.
"But neither would you have," she objected.
Francis looked up at her suddenly, flashingly. "You know better," he
burst out. "You know I'd marry you over again if I were forty years
old, and as wise as Solomon. The kind of love I had for you isn't the
kind that gets changed."
Marjorie lay for a minute silently. Then she looked at him
incredulously.
"But you said----" she began very softly.
"I said things that I ought to be horsewhipped for. I loved you so
much that I was jealous. I do think I've learned a little better.
Why, if you wanted to talk to some other man now, even if I knew you
loved him madly, if it would make you happier I think I'd get him for
you. . . . No. No, I don't believe I could. I want you too much
myself. But--I've learned a better kind of love, at least, than the
kind that only wants to make you miserable. I _did_ get Pennington for
you when you were so ill, and wanted him instead of me. Count that to
me for righteousness, Marge, when you think about me back there in the
city."
"Then--you mean--that you love me just as much as ever?"
She lay there, wide-eyed, flushed and unbelieving.
"As much? A thousand times more--you know it. Good heavens, how could
any one live in the house with you and not care more and more for you
all the time?"
"But, then, why did you----"
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