France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
"My anxiety was about you, and you would have mocked me for it."
"Indeed, I should never mock you, Anne Mie. But why should you be
anxious about me?"
"Because I see you wandering blindly on the brink of a great danger, and
because I see you confiding in those, whom you had best mistrust."
He frowned a little, and bit his lip to check the rough word that was on
the tip of his tongue.
"Is Sir Percy Blakeney one of those whom I had best mistrust?" he said
lightly.
"No," she answered curtly.
"Then, dear, there is no cause for unrest. He is the only one of my
friends whom you have not known intimately. All those who are round me
now, you know that you can trust and that you can love," he added
earnestly and significantly.
He took her hand; it was trembling with obvious suppressed agitation.
She knew that he had guessed what was passing in her mind, and now was
deeply ashamed of what she had done. She had been tortured with jealousy
for the past three weeks, but at least she had suffered quite alone: no
one had been allowed to touch that wound, which more often than not,
excites derision rather than pity. Now, by her own actions, two men knew
her secret. Both were kind and sympathetic; but Déroulède resented her
imputations, and Blakeney had been unable to help her.
A wave of morbid introspection swept over her soul. She realised in a
moment how petty and base had been her thoughts and how purposeless her
actions. She would have given her life at this moment to eradicate from
Déroulède's mind the knowledge of her own jealousy; she hoped that at
least he had not guessed her love.
She tried to read his thoughts, but in the dark passage, only dimly
lighted by the candles in Déroulède's room beyond, she could not see the
expression of his face, but the hand which held hers was warm and
tender. She felt herself pitied, and blushed at the thought. With a
hasty good-night she fled down the passage, and locked herself in her
room, alone with her own thoughts at last.
CHAPTER X
Denunciation.
But what of Juliette?
What of this wild, passionate, romantic creature tortured by a Titanic
conflict? She, but a girl, scarcely yet a woman, torn by the greatest
antagonistic powers that ever fought for a human soul. On the one side
duty, tradition, her dead brother, her father--above all, her religion
and the oath she had sworn before God; on the other justice and honour,
a case of right and wrong, honesty and pity.
How she fought with these powers now!
She fought with them, struggled with them on her knees. She tried to
crush memory, tried to forget that awful midnight scene ten years ago,
her brother's dead body, her father's avenging hand holding her own, as
he begged her to do that, which he was too feeble, too old to
accomplish.
His words rang in her ears from across that long vista of the past.
"Before the face of Almighty God, who sees and hears me, I swear ..."
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