France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
A great sob broke from Juliette's aching heart. The misery of it all was
more than she could bear. Ah, pity her if you can! She had fought and
striven, and been conquered. A girl's soul is so young, so
impressionable; and she had grown up with that one, awful, all-pervading
idea of duty to accomplish, a most solemn oath to fulfil, one sworn to
her dying father, and on the dead body of her brother. She had begged
for guidance, prayed for release, and the voice from above had remained
silent. Weak, miserable, cringing, the human soul, when torn with
earthly passion, must look at its own strength for the fight.
And now the end had come. That swift, scarce tangible dream of peace,
which had flitted through her mind during the past few weeks, had
vanished with the dawn, and she was left desolate, alone with her great
sin and its lifelong expiation.
Scarce knowing what she did, she fell on her knees, there on that
threshold, which she was about to leave for ever. Fate had placed on her
young shoulders a burden too heavy for her to bear.
"Juliette!"
At first she did not move. It was his voice coming from the study behind
her. Its magic thrilled her, as it had done that day in the Hall of
Justice. Strong, passionate, tender, it seemed now to raise every echo
of response in her heart. She thought it was a dream, and remained there
on her knees lest it should be dispelled.
Then she heard his footsteps on the flagstones of the hall. Anne Mie's
plaintive singing had died away in the distance. She started, and jumped
to her feet, hastily drying her eyes. The momentary dream was dispelled,
and she was ashamed of her weakness.
He, the cause of all her sorrows, of her sin, and of her degradation,
had no right to see her suffer.
She would have fled out of the house now, but it was too late. He had
come out of his study, and, seeing her there on her knees weeping, he
came quickly forward, trying, with all the innate chivalry of his
upright nature, not to let her see that he had been a witness to her
tears.
"You are going out, mademoiselle?" he said courteously, as, wrapping her
cloak around her, she was turning towards the door.
"Yes, yes," she replied hastily; "a small errand, I ..."
"Is it anything I can do for you?"
"No."
"If ..." he added, with visible embarrassment, "if your errand would
brook a delay, might I crave the honour of your presence in my study for
a few moments?"
"My errand brooks of no delay, Citizen Déroulède," she said as
composedly as she could, "and perhaps on my return I might ..."
"I am leaving almost directly, mademoiselle, and I would wish to bid you
good-bye."
He stood aside to allow her to pass, either out, through the street door
or across the hall to his study.
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