Within moments, she was running on a treadmill in front of a full
length mirror. She could smell her own sweat, sharp and strong, but it
didn't matter. Closing her eyes again, she stared at her own face, or
at least the face of a nameless actress, blue eyes staring back at her
from behind a blonde fringe, smiling with determination and the
knowledge that she could push herself further this time. Digitac
actresses almost always smiled. She pushed a few buttons on the
treadmill's keypad, and it beeped in reply as the motor sped up.
Her muscles soon started to ache, but it was worth it. She could feel
every inch of her fully developed and well defined body. Every
footstep filled her with the kind of satisfaction she couldn't get in
real life. She was supple and slender, but not dangerously thin
anymore. She was fully grown, with curves she would do anything to
have in real life.
Without warning, Faye felt a tap on her shoulder. She pressed the stop
button on the player again and opened her eyes.
"Your father and I would like to have a word with you when you're
ready." Her mother was standing by the bed, looking down at her.
"What did I do?" protested Faye.
"It's nothing like that."
Faye squinted up at her mother, shielding her eyes from the bedroom
light with her hand. "What do you want then?"
Her mother sighed in frustration. "Please, just come down."
By the time Faye walked into the lounge, the television was off. Her
parents were sitting in silence, staring at the fireplace. It was
still covered in cards wishing Faye a happy birthday.
"Please, sit down, dear," suggested her mother.
Faye sat down on the couch, facing both her parents. They looked
solemn, like the time her uncle had died.
Her mother cleared her throat. "You know how you're... different from
the other girls?"
"I don't like Helen Fryer as much," suggested Faye.
"Not that." Her mother sounded frustrated again now.
"Your body," said her father, almost apologetically. "You know, the
reason you work on your algebra while your friends have their swimming
lessons."
"Oh." Faye suddenly realised what they were getting at. "_That_."
She looked down at the shag carpet.
Years ago, her parents had sat her down for a similar talk. They had
told her about how all babies have thorough medical checks these days,
ever since the government worked out that prevention was cheaper than
cure. When she'd had hers, the high definition MRI scan had apparently
revealed that she was a perfectly healthy baby girl--despite her body
giving her the appearance of a perfectly healthy baby boy.
It was an age old condition, her parents had told her. In a funny sort
of way, they'd said, she was lucky to have been born when she was. As
recently as a few decades earlier, people with her medical issue had to
work it out for themselves after decades and sometimes even lifetimes
of mental anguish. Nowadays it was something your doctor told your
parents at birth.
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