The quality of this voice of darkness was peculiar. It sounded old,
yet of an age that had not outlived the devil of youth. Probably the
invisibility of the speaker enhanced its effect. With most of the
elements of pleasing, it was nevertheless repulsive. It was soft,
fluent, polished, but savage license was not far off, hard held by a
slender leash; an underlying suggestion of harsh discordance. The
utterance, though somewhat rapid, was carefully distinct.
Helwyse had the gift of familiarity,--of that rare kind of familiarity
which does not degenerate into contempt. But there was an incongruity
about this person, hard to assimilate. In a couple of not very
original sentences, he had wrought upon his listener an effect of
depraved intellectual power, strangely combined with artless
simplicity,--an unspeakably distasteful conjunction! Imagination,
freed from the check of the senses, easily becomes grotesque; and
Helwyse, unable to see his companion, had no difficulty in picturing
him as a grisly monster, having a satanic head set upon the ingenuous
shoulders of a child. And what was Helwyse himself? No longer, surely,
the gravely humorous moralizer? The laws of harmony forbid! He is a
monster likewise; say--since grotesqueness is in vogue--the heart of
Lucifer burning beneath the cool brain of a Grecian sage. The
symbolism is not inapt, since Helwyse, while afflicted with pride and
ambition as abstract as boundless, had, at the same time, a logical,
fearless brain, and keen delight in beauty.
"I was just thinking," remarked the latter monster, "that this was a
good place for confidential conversation."
"You believe, then, that talking relieves the mind?" rejoined the
former, softly.
"I believe a thief or a murderer would be glad of an hour--such as now
passes--to impart the story of what is dragging him to Hell. And even
the best houses are better for an airing!"
"A pregnant idea! There are certainly some topics one would like to
discuss, free from the restraint that responsibility imposes. Have you
ever reflected on the subject of omnipotence?"
Somewhat confounded at this bold question, Helwyse hesitated a moment.
"I can't see you, remember, any more than you can see me," insinuated
the voice, demurely.
"I believe I have sometimes asked myself whether it were
obtainable,--how it might best be approximated," admitted Helwyse,
cautiously; for he began to feel that even darkness might be too
transparent for the utterance of some thoughts.
"But you never got a satisfactory answer, and are not therefore
omnipotent? Well, the reason probably is, that you started wrongly.
Did it ever occur to you to try the method of sin?"
"To obtain omnipotence? No!"
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