“No, I am not going,” he answered, with sudden temper. “I am not the
sort of man to be ordered about. I am not going to stir a foot until we
literally kiss and make friends. You know perfectly well I have fallen
in love with you. I wanted to have you all by yourself to-day to tell
you so. So I tell you. I love you, and I insist on being heard.”
“_You_ love me?” she said with great contempt. “You look like it!”
She jerked herself backwards so as to find support against the pillows
as she sat.
“What do you propose to do?” she asked him, with an ugly look on her
face.
As a matter of fact, he had made no plans whatever, the role of
theatrical libertine never having come within his experience. But her
question gave an opening for the brute that necessarily lingers in most
men.
“I’ll stay here all night, until you kiss me of your own free will.”
“I have always thought of you as a coward,” she said. “I suppose that’s
a threat to compromise me. It won’t do me much harm, I assure you.”
He threw his hat and gloves on the table and came close to the bedside.
The brute led him on. Her beauty had captivated him. Her scorn angered
him. His shifty blue eyes gleamed.
“If you don’t do what I ask--it’s a very small thing--I’ll take it by
force and I’ll stay here all night, and I’ll follow you wherever you go
and see you every day, until you come to your senses. I love you and
I’m not going to be trifled with. And I’m damned if you can say you have
given me no encouragement.” He bent forward. She thought he was going
to throw his arms round her. All the pent-up hatred of him, all the
fermenting elements of self-loathing, remorse, and despair, all the
agonising recrudescence of hopeless, passionate love for the man that
was and was not her husband, found vent in a hoarse inarticulate
cry. And then she lost control of reason, and burst into passionate
invective.
“You love me! You! You think a woman who knows what you are would have
anything to do with you, save fool you and throw you aside. You who
threw away a wife that was worth ten million of me, and a friend that
was worth twenty million of you. I hate you. I despise you. I despise
you as much as I despise myself, and that’s saying a good deal.” She
spat the words at him: “When you were living smugly with your wife, you
looked down upon me. Now you have got rid of her, you come to me like a
brute and a coward.”
“You’ll kindly leave Mrs. Merriam out of the discussion,” said Gerard
sardonically.
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