“She’s the whole question,” cried Minna. “She and nothing else--she
who has been my burning torture and shame for four years. Do you
think, because I live recklessly like a wanton woman, that I can’t feel
degradation? And you shall feel it too. You fool! You worse than
fool! She was as pure as a saint--as one of your Christian saints in
heaven--and I was jealous of her--I didn’t know her then--but you----
Do you know where Hugh Colman was that night of the murder? He was with
me--all night. The thieves came in by the window I had unbolted for him.
He had been married to me for nearly a year. We had quarrelled. It was
my fault. I thought I hated him. Oh, God, if you knew how I love him
now! Then you would know what love is!”
She paused for breath, which came pantingly. Gerard stood stiff, his
eyes fixed upon her, unmoving, as if turned to stone. He passed his
tongue over his lips. The enormity of his folly paralysed him. At last
words came.
“What kept him silent then?”
“As if you could understand,” she cried in her passionate scorn. “The
honour of the bravest man that ever lived. That night--he had seen my
father’s will--all my money to go if I married a Christian--we swore to
part for ever and keep our marriage secret. I kept him to his promise. I
let him go through all that horror--I was coming to tell you that awful
night--I was taken ill. _Your_ wife saved his life, not his. And I have
been in hell fire ever since.”
“And there I hope to God you’ll remain,” said Gerard in a low voice.
“You shall taste some of it with me. Go to her now and ask her to
forgive you.”
“I shall order the carriage for you,” said Gerard. And without another
word he turned and walked out of the room.
“He will order the carriage for me. Ha! Ha!” cried Minna.
The buxom _patronne_ heard the laugh, pricked up her ears, and flew to
the beautiful lady’s assistance.
CHAPTER XXIV
Gerard gave the man who was holding the ponies a five-franc piece, and
drove back at a break-neck pace. Minna’s revelation and taunts had set
him in a frame of mind bordering on madness. He did not stop to question
the truth of her statement. It cast too lurid a light upon the dark
places of the mystery of four years ago. His egregious folly danced
before his eyes. The wrong inflicted on a heroic woman and a loyal man
loomed before him in ghastly significance. He could not hide behind
sophistries. He was _not_ a bad man, to contemplate the consequences
of his actions with cynical complacency. Deep down in him lingered the
conscience of the moral, if invertebrate, Briton. His conscience was
appalled at the irreparable injury. Minna was suddenly transformed from
the desired flesh feminine into an unthinkable hate. Irene assumed a new
radiance of martyrdom.
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