“That’s just the appalling part of the idea of heaven,” she answered.
“As soon as you get there you are useless, utterly and besottedly
useless. It’s the only terrible aspect of death, that whether there is
an hereafter or not, you are cut off forever from doing a hand’s turn
for your fellow creatures. Everything has to be done in the little
sphere of your life--when lever and fulcrum are unattainable. I wonder
sometimes that I can be happy. And yet I am--blessedly happy. Can you
explain it?”
He replied vaguely, so as to hide betrayal of a little pang; for he knew
her thoughts were with Gerard. Association brought his own to Minna for
the first time almost since he had caught sight of Irene in the cab.
Dismaying comparisons forced themselves on his mind.
“Why are you frowning like that?” she asked, lightly.
“I was thinking of all the happiness you deserve.”
She laughed, with a little air of mockery.
“Does it distress you so much?”
“I suppose it does,” he said. “Now it is your turn to explain.”
But Irene, like a wise woman, dropped the subject.
CHAPTER IV
Minna Hart was an only child. She had lost her mother early in life,
and had been left to the casual care of a series of governesses, with
none of whom, save one, had she contracted a warmer bond than that
of mutual indifference. For this exceptional one she had conceived
a girlish passion; but as the young lady had disappeared one night,
carrying with her some of her pupil’s most valuable jewellery, Minna’s
love had been turned to hatred, which vented itself afterwards upon all
succeeding governesses. As soon as it was practicable she declared her
education to be finished, and herself to have done with instructors
forever. Whereupon her father, who had as vague a notion of rearing a
daughter as of fighting a line-of-battle ship, brought into the house,
as duenna, his only sister, an elderly, stout, rubicund, black-haired
Jewess of the most orthodox faith. As Minna had never been accustomed
to pay regard to Judaic observances, and only went to synagogue now and
then, in order to show off her new dresses, her Aunt Leah’s interfering
piety maddened her past endurance. Moreover, the good lady, in the
streets, with blowsy face, red roses, gold chain, and a brooch the
size of a dessert-plate, was a sight for gods and men, with which Minna
shrank from being associated. So when Aunt Leah died suddenly, Minna was
inexpressibly relieved. She issued forthwith another domestic manifesto,
in which she announced her intention of leading thenceforward a
perfectly untrammelled and independent life.
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