Idyllic Monologues: Old and New World VersesCawein, Madison Julius
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Idyllic Monologues: Old and New World Verses
Cawein, Madison Julius
American poetry
So I sought her here, the young Earl's bride;
In the ancient room at the oriel dreaming,
Pale as the blooms in her hair; and, wide,
Her robe's rich satin, flung stormily, gleaming,
Like shimmering silver, twilight-dyed.
I marked as I stole to her side that tears
Were vaguely large in her beautiful eyes;
That the loops of pearls on her throat, and years
Old lace on her bosom were heaved with sighs;
So I spoke what I thought--"Then, it appears"--
And stopped with, it seemed, my soul in my gaze--
"That you are not happy, Leona of Verne?
There is that at your heart which--well, betrays
These mocking mummeries.--Live and learn!--
And this is the truth that the poet says:--
"'I went to my love and I told with my heart,
In words of the soul, that are silent in speech,
All of my passion, too sacred for art;
But she heard me not--for I could not reach
Her in that world of which she is part.'--
"That world, where I saw you as one afar
Sees palms and waters, and knows that sands,
Pitiless sands, before him are;
Yet follows ever with helpless hands
Till he sinks at last.--You were my star,
"My hope, my heaven!--I loved you!... Life
Is less than nothing to me!"... She turned,
With a wild look, saying--"Now I am his wife
You come and tell me!--Indeed you are learn'd
In the language of hearts that's unheard!"... A Knife,
As she ceased and leaned on a cabinet,--
A curve of scintillant steel, keen, cold,--
Fell icily clashing; some curio met
Among Asian antiques, bronze and gold,
Mystical, curiously graven and set.
A Bactrian dagger, whose slightest prick
Through its ancient poison was death, I knew;
If true that she loved me--then!--And quick
To the unspoken thought she replied, "'T is true!
I have loved you long, and my soul was sick,
"Sick for the love that has made me weak,
Weak to your will even now!"--And more
She said, in my arms, that I shall not speak--
And the dagger there on the polished floor
Ever her eyes, while she spoke, would seek.
"'And it came to pass on the wedding-day'"--
Then my lips for a moment were crushed to hers--
"'That they found her dead in her bridal array,'"
She sang; then said, "You finish the verse!
Finish the song, for you know the way."
And I whispered "yes," for my mind had thought
Her own thought through--that life were a hell
To her as to me,--So the blade I caught
With a sudden hand; and she leaned, and--well,
What a little wound, and the blood it brought
To crimson her bosom!--I set her there
In that carven chair; then turned the blade,--
With its glittering haft one savage glare
Of gold and jewels, wildly inlaid,--
To my breast, for the poisonous point rent bare.
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