Sarah did not raise her eyes while she said in a low voice that Mr.
Cranston did not wish it. She was not very much taken by surprise when
she saw Anne, an instant after, in a passion of tears. Her own were
streaming immediately, while she hoped Anne was not very angry with her.
Indeed she could not help it.—Whatever might be the mixture of feelings
which embittered Anne’s tears, she spoke only of her sister’s reserve.
Her reproaches were very grievous, till Sarah’s patient sorrow softened
her in spite of herself. She had had no comfort of her life, for some
time past, she declared. There was always something to expect and be
afraid of. She could not help wishing Mr. Cranston to come, and yet she
was often glad when he went away. He never came but something
disagreeable passed. She did not think he would have been so careful to
give her back her thimble, that he had got from the turnpike-house. It
had prevented her daring to give him anything, for fear he should refuse
it; and yet he had seemed to be very much pleased with the purse Sarah
had netted for him. She supposed Sarah had found out that she had felt
mortified often lately; for nobody could help seeing that Sarah had
taken a great deal upon her lately;—more than anybody could have
expected that had always known them.
Sarah tried to speak calmly while she answered that she had never
intended to take more upon her than she should. She could truly say she
had been more sorry for Anne than she had ever been for any one in her
life. She had hoped, every time that Miss Cranston came, that either the
eldest Mr. Cranston or Mr. Wallace would come with her, instead of the
one that did come:—she was so certain that either of them must like Anne
quite as well as the one that did come liked her.
Anne saw that all was over. She declared she did not want to be liked by
anybody, sent the dog away from her knee with a rebuke, and left the
room.
It was not long before Sarah was again by her side; not to comfort or
condole, but to consult with her. She had been so completely thrown out
by the failure of what she meant for sympathy, just now, that she did
not venture to touch upon any matter of feeling with Anne. She had, in
ten minutes, grown almost as much afraid of her as of a stranger: but
she felt herself less able than ever to act without Anne’s opinion.
“Do you know, Anne, I do believe there is going to be an expedition
to-night or to-morrow night!”
“I dare say there is. I saw my father reading a letter from London; and
he sent George out to A——, directly after. Why should not there be an
expedition, as there has been often before?”
“It is so different now from what it was before, when the family were
not here!”
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