England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Yes, my mother is still living, but--she never understood me," said
Miss Forsyth, vaguely. And Mrs Wentworth, suspecting some painful
family history behind the words, forbore to question further. She would
have been not a little amazed had she heard the true side of the story.
A father and mother, simple-minded and devoted to their daughter, erring
only in their too great unselfishness, to be repaid by contempt and
scorn, when, by dint of a certain unscrupulous cleverness, Mabella made
her way into a higher social sphere. She and Trixie had met
accidentally, and the elder girl at once laid herself out to obtain an
ascendency over the spoilt Helmont "baby," in which she succeeded only
too well.
"No," Mabella repeated. "I was never understood, and--I was not
naturally patient and docile, I fear; and now, though I see it all, I am
too old to change, I suppose."
"Too old!" repeated Imogen's mother. "Nonsense, dear Miss Forsyth. You
can't be more than seven or eight and twenty?"
"I am three-and-twenty," said the girl, which was true. She was
furious, but she hid it. "Will you take me in hand, dear Mrs
Wentworth," she went on, "if you don't think me too old! You can't be
many years older yourself," she added, sweetly.
"I shall be thirty-eight next month," Imogen's mother replied. "That is
dreadfully old, is it not?"
"I shall count you my elder sister then, and you must tell me when you
see me doing anything you don't like, and dear Imogen will look after
Trixie. Shall that be a compact? Who knows how much good you may not
do me in a fortnight! Even Major Winchester himself would not give me
up as incorrigible, if he heard of it."
And under Mabella's direction, hints, though less broad, were not
wanting on Trixie's part to Imogen herself. They were seed for which
circumstances, including her own inexperience and vanity, her mother's
blind devotion and Rex Winchester's well-intended kindness, were
steadily preparing a congenial soil.
Everybody knows the atmosphere of excitement, general fuss, anxiety, and
eager anticipation which seizes upon a house--a country-house
especially--where "private theatricals" are in question. And to those
fortunate people who have never themselves had personal experience of
it, it has been too often described to need more than an allusion. It
is a grand test--almost as good as a sea voyage--of temper and
unselfishness. So far, perhaps, we may consider it salutary. But no
doubt such a state of things has its undesirable side. To the
inexperienced, especially, it brings with it a curious sense of
unreality, a throwing off of one's actual self and responsibilities
which call for peculiar good-sense and self-control.
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