England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I think you are really rather absurd about this little girl, Miss
Wentworth; is that her name? It is the smallest of troubles, surely, to
have to look after her for a day or two. Are you not making a peg of
her to hang other worries on?"
"Well, yes, perhaps so," said Florence, honestly. She would bear a good
deal from Rex. "Perhaps I am. But that is just what I _do_ complain
of. I'm tired, Rex, and cross, and they all know it. They needn't put
anything fresh on me just now."
"Who are _they_? It is only my aunt's doing, as far as I understand, is
it not?" he said.
"Of course mamma is responsible for the people's coming. But it's just
as much the others' fault that it's all to fall on me. Alicia is too
indolent for anything, and Trixie--you know, Rex, Trixie is going too
far. She really forgets she's a lady sometimes. That's why mamma has
to appeal to me in any difficulty of the kind."
"Well, my dear child, you should be proud to feel it is so."
Florence's face softened a little.
"I might be," she said, "if I felt myself the least worthy of her
confidence. I don't mean that I won't do what she asks; but look at the
way I am doing it. I have wasted a couple of hours and any amount of
temper this very morning over the thing. No, Rex, it's too late for me
to learn to be unselfish and self-sacrificing, and all these fine
things. I'm not Eva."
"No, but you're Florence, which is much more to the purpose. And, if
you care about my affection and interest in you--you have both, Florrie
dear, and in no scant measure."
Florence's head was turned away; for a moment she did not speak. Was it
possible that a tear fell on her lap? Rex almost fancied it, and it
touched him still more.
"May not this very opportunity of self-denial, and having to take some
trouble for another person, for perhaps small, if any, thanks--may it
not perhaps be just the very best thing that could come in your way just
now, dear?" he said, very gently. No one could have detected a shadow
of "preachiness" in the words; besides there was that about the man, his
perfect manliness, his simple dignity, that made such an association of
ideas in connection with him impossible.
Florence looted up. There _were_ tears in her eyes, but she was
smiling, too.
"Perhaps," she said. "How you do put things, Rex! Well, if I do try to
be good about it, will you promise to praise me a little--just a little,
quite privately you know, for encouragement; beginners need
encouragement, and I've never tried to be unselfish in my life. At
least--oh I _could_ have been, Rex!"
"You could have been devotion itself, Florrie, I know," he said. "But
devotion to a bad cause? However," seeing that she shrank from the
allusion, "we need not touch upon that. I'll do what _I_ can to help
you in this little matter, I promise you."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account