England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I will become a Sister," she used to think, as if for such a life no
qualification were wanted but the having lost heart and interest in
everything else!--while a not unpleasing vision of herself in trailing
and sombre garments, pale face, and unearthly eyes, carrying solace and
sympathy by her very presence to the "haunts of wretchedness" of which
she knew naught but the name, or lost in devotion through long hours of
midnight vigil in some dimly-lighted chapel, rose before her eyes--all,
as Mrs Hume's rough common-sense had already in its way perceived,
centring round "self." For of the real meaning of religion, apart from
sentiment and self-seeking, it is to be feared that the poor child as
yet knew not even the alphabet.
It was in this mood that she was pacing the sands one mild morning,
tempted out by the soft sunshine and unusual stillness of the air,
unusual at that season, even at the seaside winter resort where for the
time they were staying. She had come out alone, for the discussion as
to their future plans had begun again at breakfast, ending in a nearer
approach to positive disagreement than had yet come to pass. For Mrs
Wentworth's eyes were opening, and she was growing more rationally
anxious about Imogen every day.
"I can't think what has made mamma take up that craze about London," she
thought. "I should detest it; at least,"--for, after all, London was an
unknown quantity to Imogen, and at twenty there is charm in that very
fact--"I am sure _I_ should, though I daresay other girls would like it.
But--"
At that moment she became aware that she had all but run against a Bath
chair, drawn up in a sheltered position below the rough cliff-like bank.
"I--I beg your pardon," she said hastily, fearing lest she had jarred
the chair and its invalid occupant.
"It does not matter the least," a sweet, bright, though feeble voice
replied; and looking up, Imogen saw, half lying, half sitting, a girl--
quite a young girl she seemed at first sight--whose exquisite complexion
and brilliantly beautiful eyes told their own sad tale, even without the
cough which quickly followed her few quick words.
"I am so sorry," Imogen could not avoid saying, imagining that she had
agitated the young lady.
"Oh no!" the stranger went on, when, after a moment or two, she had
recovered her breath and voice, "it was not you at all. I made myself
cough by trying to reach my book, which had fallen down. If you would
be so kind--oh! thank you _so_ much," as Imogen eagerly started forward
to pick it up. "It is my own fault, for I sent my maid home, and I
never care to keep the chairman standing about. I love to be alone when
I am pretty well, as I am this morning."
Imogen gazed at her with eyes full of wondering pity. How could she be
so cheerful? She had heard that consumptive patients never realise
their state: it must be so in this case.
"I must not disturb you," she said gently.
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