just closing for an afternoon nap. Then I invite to my vision a wide
landscape, with a cold wintry afternoon light upon it, and over this
plain I have bands and groups of people scurrying, in mediæval hose
of divers colors, and mediæval leathern jerkins, hugging themselves
against the frost, and very miserable. They affect me with a profound
compassion; they represent to me, somehow, the vast mass of humanity,
the mass that does the work, and earns the bread, and goes cold and
hungry through all the ages. I should be at a loss to say why this was
the effect, and I am utterly unable to say why these fore-dreams, which
I partially solicit, should have such a tremendous significance as they
seem to have. They are mostly of the most evanescent and intangible
character, but they have one trait in common. They always involve the
attribution of ethical motive and quality to material things, and
in their passage through my brain they promise me a solution of the
riddle of the painful earth in the very instant when they are gone
forever. They are of innumerable multitude, chasing each other with
the swiftness of light, and never staying to be seized by the memory,
which seems already drugged with sleep before their course begins. One
of these dreams, indeed, I did capture, and I found it to be the figure
8, but lying on its side, and in that posture involving the mystery and
the revelation of the mystery of the universe. I leave the reader to
imagine why.
As we grow older, I think we are less and less able to remember our
dreams. This is perhaps because the experience of youth is less dense,
and the empty spaces of the young consciousness are more hospitable
to these airy visitants. A few dreams of my later life stand out in
strong relief, but for the most part they blend in an indistinguishable
mass, and pass away with the actualities into a common oblivion. I
should say that they were more frequent with me than they used to be;
it seems to me that now I dream whole nights through, and much more
about the business of my waking life than formerly. As I earn my
living by weaving a certain sort of dreams into literary form, it might
be supposed that I would sometime dream of the personages in these
dreams, but I cannot remember that I have ever done so. The two kinds
of inventing, the voluntary and the involuntary, seem absolutely and
finally distinct.
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