Impressions and Experiences of a French Trooper, 1914-1915Mallet, Christian
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Impressions and Experiences of a French Trooper, 1914-1915
Mallet, Christian
World War, 1914-1918 -- Campaigns -- Belgium; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, French
But the news soon spread beyond the barracks. Rheims, although some
twenty minutes’ walk away, somehow learned it, and almost immediately all
the town flocked to the barrack gates. I say all the town because all
classes together hurried there pell-mell—not only those with a brother or
son or a friend amongst the troops about to set off, but those who were
drawn by ties of friendship with the regiment, and those who came from
mere curiosity. The crowd, which got larger and larger, beat upon the
iron gates like waves breaking vast and black on a rocky shore. Old women
came to give a last kiss to their sons; old men, too, pensioners who
had fought in ’70, whose hands trembled as they pressed those of their
boys, distracted little shop girls who held their lovers passionately
in their arms—silk frocks and broadcloth mingled together in one vast
crowd swayed by deep emotion, brave and placid, though its heart was near
breaking—every sob was stifled, every mouth drawn with sorrow yet tried
to laugh, and it was cheerily that the last partings took place, the last
touching and heartfelt “God speed” was said.
How great a country to possess such children! Soon the gates could no
longer bar the passage of the crowd which swept like a torrent through
the outer square, overwhelmed the sentries, and threatened to engulf
everything.
As the hour of departure grew nearer, the farewells became more animated.
Then the bugles sounded through the barracks the order for “majors to
join the Colonel,” next captains and others of commissioned rank; there
was a scurrying of officers to and fro before the orderly room, and
Colonel Robillot himself could be seen standing on the doorstep watching
the scene with a look of pride and indulgence in his eyes.
At nine o’clock, as I was standing some distance apart in a corner
of the square with friends who had come to bid me a last farewell, a
non-commissioned officer, touching me on the shoulder, warned me that my
troop was about to fall in, and I had to break off my adieux.
From that moment I was to think no more of myself. All was over with
affairs that bound heart or fancy. The supreme moment had come when words
no longer count, and when the eyes try to fill themselves with one last
gaze upon those whom one is leaving—goodbye to family, to love, to self,
to the joy of the living—all one’s soul goes out in this last gaze.
This look would say, “Farewell, I will be brave, never doubt it, don’t
cry, don’t suffer regrets.” This look embraces all that life has meant up
to now, whether of joy or sorrow. It is final—a farewell, a promise—it
signifies the end—all one’s very soul is in one’s eyes.
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