“That young man I refuse to converse with. He told me last year that he
had stayed in France in an hotel where they did not have serviettes;
what a place it must have been! In Austria even the cabmen have
serviettes. Also I have heard that he discussed ‘free love’ with Bertha
as she was sweeping his room. I am not accustomed to such company. I
had suspected him for a long time.”
“Young blood,” answered the Herr Rat genially. “I have had several
disputes with him—you have heard them—is it not so?” turning to me.
“A great many,” I said, smiling.
“Doubtless you too consider me behind the times. I make no secret of my
age; I am sixty-nine; but you must have surely observed how impossible
it was for him to speak at all when I raised my voice.”
I replied with the utmost conviction, and, catching Frau Fischer’s eye,
suddenly realised I had better go back to the house and write some
letters.
It was dark and cool in my room. A chestnut-tree pushed green boughs
against the window. I looked down at the horsehair sofa so openly
flouting the idea of curling up as immoral, pulled the red pillow on to
the floor and lay down. And barely had I got comfortable when the door
opened and Frau Fischer entered.
“The Herr Rat had a bathing appointment,” she said, shutting the door
after her. “May I come in? Pray do not move. You look like a little
Persian kitten. Now, tell me something really interesting about your
life. When I meet new people I squeeze them dry like a sponge. To begin
with—you are married.”
I admitted the fact.
“Then, dear child, where is your husband?”
I said he was a sea-captain on a long and perilous voyage.
“What a position to leave you in—so young and so unprotected.”
She sat down on the sofa and shook her finger at me playfully.
“Admit, now, that you keep your journeys secret from him. For what man
would think of allowing a woman with such a wealth of hair to go
wandering in foreign countries? Now, supposing that you lost your purse
at midnight in a snowbound train in North Russia?”
“But I haven’t the slightest intention—” I began.
“I don’t say that you have. But when you said good-bye to your dear man
I am positive that you had no intention of coming here. My dear, I am a
woman of experience, and I know the world. While he is away you have a
fever in your blood. Your sad heart flies for comfort to these foreign
lands. At home you cannot bear the sight of that empty bed—it is like
widowhood. Since the death of my dear husband I have never known an
hour’s peace.”
“I like empty beds,” I protested sleepily, thumping the pillow.
“That cannot be true because it is not natural. Every wife ought to
feel that her place is by her husband’s side—sleeping or waking. It is
plain to see that the strongest tie of all does not yet bind you. Wait
until a little pair of hands stretches across the water—wait until he
comes into harbour and sees you with the child at your breast.”
I sat up stiffly.
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