The more he played with it the deeper grew his dislike of it.
Thrice he carried it over to the fireplace and decided to chuck it
behind the Japanese umbrella in the grate; then he thought it absurd to
waste an expensive frame. There was no good in beating about the bush.
Anna looked like a stranger—abnormal, a freak—it might be a picture
taken just before or after death.
Suddenly he realised that the wind had dropped, that the whole house
was still, terribly still. Cold and pale, with a disgusting feeling
that spiders were creeping up his spine and across his face, he stood
in the centre of the drawing-room, hearing Doctor Erb’s footsteps
descending the stairs.
He saw Doctor Erb come into the room; the room seemed to change into a
great glass bowl that spun round, and Doctor Erb seemed to swim through
this glass bowl towards him, like a goldfish in a pearl-coloured
waistcoat.
“My beloved wife has passed away!” He wanted to shout it out before the
doctor spoke.
“Well, she’s hooked a boy this time!” said Doctor Erb. Andreas
staggered forward.
“Look out. Keep on your pins,” said Doctor Erb, catching Binzer’s arm,
and murmuring, as he felt it, “Flabby as butter.”
A glow spread all over Andreas. He was exultant.
“Well, by God! Nobody can accuse _me_ of not knowing what suffering
is,” he said.
THE CHILD-WHO-WAS-TIRED
She was just beginning to walk along a little white road with tall
black trees on either side, a little road that led to nowhere, and
where nobody walked at all, when a hand gripped her shoulder, shook
her, slapped her ear.
“Oh, oh, don’t stop me,” cried the Child-Who-Was-Tired. “Let me go.”
“Get up, you good-for-nothing brat,” said a voice; “get up and light
the oven or I’ll shake every bone out of your body.”
With an immense effort she opened her eyes, and saw the Frau standing
by, the baby bundled under one arm. The three other children who shared
the same bed with the Child-Who-Was-Tired, accustomed to brawls, slept
on peacefully. In a corner of the room the Man was fastening his
braces.
“What do you mean by sleeping like this the whole night through—like a
sack of potatoes? You’ve let the baby wet his bed twice.”
She did not answer, but tied her petticoat string, and buttoned on her
plaid frock with cold, shaking fingers.
“There, that’s enough. Take the baby into the kitchen with you, and
heat that cold coffee on the spirit lamp for the master, and give him
the loaf of black bread out of the table drawer. Don’t guzzle it
yourself or I’ll know.”
The Frau staggered across the room, flung herself on to her bed,
drawing the pink bolster round her shoulders.
It was almost dark in the kitchen. She laid the baby on the wooden
settle, covering him with a shawl, then poured the coffee from the
earthenware jug into the saucepan, and set it on the spirit lamp to
boil.
“I’m sleepy,” nodded the Child-Who-Was-Tired, kneeling on the floor and
splitting the damp pine logs into little chips. “That’s why I’m not
awake.”
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